Aliaa Farhana Lokman

Last entry for the year...

2011-12-30T17:48:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, 2011 has been a really eventful year for me and hubby. It's the year we were blessed with a beautiful and perfect in every way possible baby boy named Aassim Nayyif. Aassim's arrival in July complete us, complete me personally :) I became a mother and my life really has not been the same since. Hehe.

This year so far has been fantastic. Aassim is a delight. I've said this before, but I can't get enough of him. He gets sweeter and bigger everyday! Next year gonna be more about him hence the new blog header :p

Anyway, may we be as healthy and blessed next year. Happy 2012 everyone :). May the new year be a great one for you and your family.

Hello 2012!

What a charmer my son is kan?

2011-12-20T17:44:00.003+08:00

my love supply

This picture just screams the title kan? Haha.kan kan kan.entry 5 saat nama nya ni. k bai

Iklan berbayar kahkah over tau

2011-12-13T16:33:00.007+08:00

Two entries in a day? and its not even related to Aassim? I am seriously giving myself the creeps T_T

Remember this?

guestbook originally by spreadmyhappiness tapi dia dah tutup kedai.harap maklong.

Click here to get the exactly guestbook. They're having a promotion now!

Guestbook by Blume Art

boleh tak nak feeling nizam+aliaa? PANG!

I’m a fish out of water without you

2011-12-13T12:12:00.003+08:00

Why is it that when you miss someone so much that your heart is ready to disintegrate, you hear the saddest song in the air?Aku salahkan Moose.tiba.

Humpty Dumpty

2011-12-09T15:34:00.005+08:00

Aassim really love it when I sings Nursery rhymes to him especially this one.

"Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall,

Humpty Dumpty had a great fall.

All the Kings horses, and all the Kings men,

Couldnt put Humpty together again."

and this

"Ring-a-Ring o’Rosies
A Pocket full of Posies
‘A-tishoo! A-tishoo!’
We all fall Down!"

He made me sing all the way in the car to Ibu's house (babysitter) otherwise dia start enjin, memang aku gelabah tang tu jugak. No, he's not a cry baby, but sometimes he's do got mad voice-throwing skills. Memanglah boleh pengsan mendengarnya.

And when he do that, yours truly gonna turn to Momzillas. But normal la kan the joy of every first time mothers, sometimes we terover react hahaha. Glad hubby was always around :).
Thanks dedi, for EVERYTHING!

P dot S: Why did Humpty Dumpty being some EGG with human facial features??Geli ok.kahkah

Aassim 4 months update

2011-12-06T16:43:00.006+08:00

Aassim is 4 months old now! And he seems to be on track with his development. Here's a few of his recent milestones:

Grab, suck..Grab, suck (Everything!) - grabbing objects a lot more and of course, most of them now end up in his mouth.
Holding own bottle - He's been "holding" his bottle for awhile now but always with the help of me
Upgraded to 6 month outfits - This kid is a serious chunker and couldn't be happier about it!
Thinks Mommy's voice is hilarious T_____T - If only I knew what he was thinking when he laughs at me. Sabar jelah.
Keep rolling rolling rolling - Definitely a champ! But a couple times, during nap, still swaddled! Scary, I tell you.
Thrown up all over me - Ah, the joys of mommyhood. Doing laundry for a thick, projectile milk waterfall are NOT FUN AT ALL

okay lah, dah boleh tukar theaassim.blogspot ni kahkah

Wordless Wednesday

2011-11-30T17:21:00.002+08:00

A reminder to myself

2011-11-25T12:13:00.006+08:00

It's true that looks can be deceiving. You can't judge a book by its cover. But I also thought that innocent-looking people or people who are always judged positively, are really nice or OKAY, problem-free-sorta people, but I was definitely wrong. Not all are like that but only a few, and they are hard to find.

From my experience, it's the people who are often judged negatively, are the nicest and most thoughtful people. That's why we must choose our friends, bestfriends and partners carefully. Contoh macam nawal cakap ' yaya, kau dipersila kuruskan badan. Nak empire dress free tak?' hahahahaha

But then again, it's no fun to play safe all the time. It's always good to experience some hardship. Tak gitu kengkawan?

To my Sims Social virtual sister

2011-11-14T10:38:00.004+08:00

Dear yaty and dakyang,

I congratulate you on your wedding and wish you half of the most beautiful things in the world. The other half I’ll leave for me :) You are perfect for each other and you both have my love and admiration forever. Live with love and laughter and know that always, I will be cheering you on and your emails are always welcome LOL :p

Remember, husband and marriage is your number one and playing The Sims should be your last (tiba sangat). Treat him well, he is your plus one now!

Much love,
kakak cantik.PANG!

I'm kinda like these guys.....

2011-11-11T14:54:00.002+08:00

You see, I'm the pit crew and Aassim is the car. Diaper change...tire change. Refuel...refuel. And that's how I'm like those pit crew guys. You know, pit crews have to work at lightening speeds and do their jobs quicker than quick, that is how my life STARTING THIS WEEK.kahkah.over tau. But I couldn't have been more elated because I can have him all night and NOTHING in the world is as heart-tugging as seeing Aassim's smile in the morning :)

Many knows that I'm officially no longer breastfeed my son during his 7th week. Still, no formula involve as pumping is still on and Aassim love the bottle more than the boobs. Then, later comes the formula since all my EBM smells hideous. But I told myself I'd give a time and see if it got better. Clearly, that is not the case. I've decided it really isn't worth it. We were doing just fine with pumping and formula. He was happier and I was happier. Breastfeeding just isn't for some babies. And Aassim is definitely one of them! But I might start offering the boob again at every feeding and see how he reacts. Sebab sedihlah tengok orang lain berjaya bf anak kan. huuu

Friday Footnote:

No law of karma in Islam because karma is not referring to the reward that comes from Allah, but the reward comes from the cycle in our environment, it is not from our syari'at, period.

Tiada hukum karma dalam Islam kerana karma itu bukan merujuk kepada balasan yang datang dari Allah, tetapi balasan yang datang daripada kitaran alam sekeliling kita, maka itu bukan dari syari'at kita, period.

Wallahualam

So now, tell me who said I know nothing about KARMA? tiba oi haha

Happy 3rd month Birthday!

2011-10-28T15:16:00.002+08:00

Time flies when you have an angel of a baby! Three months...really...already!? Wow. Not to brag, but I kind to HAVE to :D He's simply easy to be with, rarely fussy, and have stunning eyes with a sassy gummy smile completed with dimples (tapi tenggelam dek pipi bak kata Mama Mus.kihkih). To top it all off, he's got a coo that will melt your heart.

At three months, he's already got his nights in check. Generally, he'll have his last bottle around 12-ish a.m and sleep straight until early in the morning around 5.30. LOVE HIM :p Tapi kalau kacau dia middle of his sleep, memang kena layan dia bercakap tee hee.

He also rolls from belly to back (back to belly baru 3 kali sebab kepala atas bantal. kalau saje2 memang tak la sebab kepala berat nau, ke pipi? EH? haha) Pretty much, the first three months of his life have been happily uneventful.

Mama Mus, Acim debab and Bonda Nawal

mommy cair lah!

Love you Aassim Nayyif

Final episode

2011-10-13T11:15:00.003+08:00

Sepanjang perjalanan nak balik rumah tu, dua dua pon senyap je tak cakap apa. Ada lah drama ayaq mata kan, tapi kena cepat cepat cover sebab pil ada kat rumah. Sampai rumah bagitau update Aassim yang baik baik je. Part tak baik tu buat senyap je. Sebab tak sampai hati nak bagitau kot. Dahlah tak dapat tengok lagi cucu diorg, sumpah memang tak sampai hati nak bagitau condition Aassim ok.sobs. Pastu rasa macam doc tu salah je (macam in denial kot?) and my motherly instinct told so.

Esoknya pagi2 lagi hospital call suruh aku pegi hospital sebab Aassim dah pindah wad scn (Note: NICU-where the babies who require critical care are warded. SCN-for intensive monitoring) Gembira kau tak yah cakap lah kan sebab once dah pindah wad scn tu means condition Aassim dah ok dari semalam. Sampai kat scn, doc cakap kidney problem tu dah resolve. Doc suruh cuba direct feeding. First time dapat pegang Aassim, perasaan macam baru lepas bersalin tau. Lalalala daku gembira. Bertambah gembiranya bila nurse cakap, awak kena check in hospital semula. Memang aku jela orang paling gembira bila masuk hospital ok. Tapi sebab condition Aassim consider agak kronik, dia still kena dok dalam bilik baby. Maka tiap 2 jam aku kena pergi tengok dan bf Aassim (tak jauh lah, selang sebuah je) Dah tiba tiba ada kuning pulak Aassim hensem ku (aku percaya sebab lama sangat dok hospital dan lambat dapat buah daduuu).

Hari ke 9, lepas doc buat checkup, kuning dah kurang, tak perlu phototheraphy dah, baru lah Aassim boleh room in dengan mommy nya (yang kalau lagi 2 hari tak room in komfem gila.haha) Tapi Aassim tak boleh keluar lagi sebab jahitan belum bukak. warghh aku ingat tak payah bukak2 nanti gugur sendiri je. Sakit kot nak cabut benang jahit sebab aku penah rasa la time operate appendicitis masa zaman mesolitik dulu. Dr Calvin tengok muka cuak aku, terus cakap..jgn risau la..tak sakit punyaa..ewah doc ni, bukan dia yang kena jahit kann acim kan. Petang, daddy datang dengan gumbiranya sebab dapat peluk anak buat pertama kali.hewhewhew.ai terharu.

Hari ke 10, pagi Jumaat yang indah, doc buat check up and since jahitan dah kering baru lah boleh bukak jahitan Aassim tu pastu dah boleh discharge. Alhamdulliah, seronok rasa nak lompat bintang. Sepuluh hari ye, SEPULUH hari AASSIM TAK MANDI.kakaka. Maka, pulanglah kami ke rumah manis tapi tak bgtau pil pon konon nak suprise. Tak jadi toki tokma balik kampung sebab seronok cucu dah balik. Tammattt. Sekarang Aassim kena ikut jadual monthly check up untuk scan kidney sebab ada bengkak sikit. Hopefully takde major problem *crossed fingers*. Do pray for my baby will ya?

9th day-1st day room in dengan mommy

during confinement (kecik je Aassim masa ni.sekarang?gaga)

one month baby

belum 2 bulan sudah buat aksi stunt

2 months, during his 1st check up

latest :p

Now, almost 3 months have went by, hubby and I can hardly believe it! Aassim is three times his physical newborn size, and has three times the personality to go along with it! Consequently our hearts have tripled in size, as each times we find more things we love about our little man (walaupun Aassim kat kampung dengan onie sekarang.hehe)

I can hear the 'aaawwwws' now ;P

Wordless Wednesday

2011-10-12T09:38:00.006+08:00

Those days

2011-10-06T16:04:00.004+08:00

eh tak boleh jadi tak boleh jadi. Sims social punca lambatnya sambungan cerita kahkahkah *elak selipar* okay, serius..di mana kita tadi? (read:minggu lepas huehue) Soalan bertalu-talu aku tanya suami tanya pasal baby. Besar tak dia? Menangis tak? Berat? Comel tak? Macam i tak? Comel macam i tak? ok ok hehe. Please bear in mind that I haven't touch, hold, and kiss my baby yet after the delivery, for freaking 6 hours! Tapikan aku pengsan sebab morphine. Masa doc letak baby atas perut tu lah satu satunya momen yang aku ada dan kena ingat for another 12 hours. Suami cakap baby paling besar dalam hostel dia, mata kelip kelip je tengok sekeliling, pastu menangis sekejap je or more like macam 'ek ek' gitu. Bolehh? Tak tahu agaknya mak dia seorang penangis.eh?

Doc kata sebab lama sangat n kena vacuum, kepala baby macam bengkak so kena pantau keadaan baby. Maka malam pertama di hospital tidurlah sorang2 ditemani bunyi tangisan ~~sendiri~~ baby orang lain. Sadis ok. Tapi sebab memang lalok lagi, layankan aje mengantuk itu. Next day baru la dapat tengok baby kat nicu. Perasaan nak masuk hostel anak, Tuhan jelah yang tahu. I couldn't remember how many wires around him. Mulut, hidung, tangan, kaki dan kepala dia memang bengkak. I don't know if you guys have seen this type of cases. Aku memang tak penah imagine kepala baby akan bengkak macam tu. Have you seen conned head?(Sila google) My baby's head memang sebijik macam tu and it's not funny. I can only touch him. Nak angkat macam mana bila badan sekecil tu attach dengan macam2 tiub kan. Surprisingly, I didn't cry. Bukan tak sedih, tapi speechless. Doc kata, baby kena puasa dulu sebab masuk oksigen. Kepala kena sarung dengan snow cap untuk jaga bentuk kepala. Bila tanya bila baby boleh keluar, doc kata tak tahu, lambat lagi. Fine. Balik bilik, aku tido je sebab each time tengok orang pegang baby, aku mandomm. Tengok orang bagi anak dia buah dadu, tapi mengenangkan anak yang seusia sehari kena puasa lagi aku depresi.

So I stayed another night without my baby. Siang malam ulang alik pegi nicu. Family dah call, text nak datang tengok baby, tapi parents sahaja boleh masuk. Aku kata jangaannn datang kaka. Gitu kan emosi terganggu, dah la drama. Balqis call (tapi aku dah tak igt dah cakap apa HAHA) tapi macam bagi semangat (thanks, I owe you BIG time!). Letak je, aku menangis tak tau pasaipa. Eh, sebenarnya Balqis call aku hari khamis, tapi kalau ikut kronologi jalan cerita, aku dah berada di hari Jumaat. Tapi malas nak undo haha. Petang Jumaat doc cakap aku dah boleh keluar, tapi baby tak boleh. Suami memang suruh keluar je memandangkan bini dia dah menunjukkan potensi nak kena postpartum depression. Sebelum balik, sempat tengok Aassim (masa ni nama dah confirm hehe) dulu. Wayar semua memang tak bukak lagi, masih puasa lagi tapi bawah abdomen kanan Aassim kena tebuk untuk masukkan tiub. Ya Allah, gugur jantung. Doc ckp kena cuci paru paru Aassim sebab ada udara kotor. Doc observe untuk sehari, if belah kiri pon ada problem, kena tebuk sebelah kiri pulak. I swear I don't want to leave that place. Tapi kau gila? Ingat hospital laki apa?

Sampai rumah petang Jumaat tu mama memang dah siapkan barang2 untuk pantang semua. Sabtu, aku dah start pam sebab doc kata boleh start hantar susu untuk test samada Aassim boleh terima ke tak. Mind you, I didn't do any traditional massage yet. Tapi Allah tu maha adil, susu memang banyak even tak stimulate dan urut2 segala. Hari Ahad, mama balik, berganti dengan mil. Pakai bengkung, param, pilis semua kak cik(cik bidan 21 thn, kau ado?) yang buat. Hari hari ulang alik pegi hospital tengok Aassim. Tiap hari pon memang tak sabar nak tunggu time visit dia. Yes, aku memang tak pantang dan rest macam orang lain. Memang masuk angin tak payah cakap lah. Mujur lah pil ada support. I couldn't thank them enough.

Hari pertama puasa bersamaan dengan hari ke-6 Aassim kat nicu. Rutin aku macam biasa, lepas berbengkung, pam susu lepastu tengok Aassim. Petang Isnin tu kebetulannya doc pakar ada, so dia terangkan progress Aassim. Bengkak kat kepala dah mengecil (but I couldn't see any different ponnnn.blurghh), udara kotor dah takde kat both lungs dan lubang tebuk pon doc dah jahit. Aassim pon dah breath sendiri. Cuma penerimaan makanan macam slow sikit. Tapi takpe, Aassim memang cool je, takde being cranky2 ~~macam mak dia~~ TAPI, doc macam dapat kesan something wrong dengan kidney Aassim! Kau tahu, perasaan aku ni macam tengah tengok fairytale kat Disney, tapi tiba tiba orang tukar channel espn (err kinda, but you've got what i mean right?) Suami? After the doc left, he didn't say much. Pegang Aassim sikit2 lepastu keluar tak cakap apa apa pun. I've spent a few minutes staring at my sleeping baby and prayed.

bersambung.....

saspen lah sikit.ceh takde maknanya.busy oi 2 bulan tinggal opis.meja macam dilanda tsunami.nak tweet pon tak sempat.main sim je sempat.siapa yang main tolong lah sedekah kilat.bai

The day

2011-09-30T12:31:00.003+08:00

Disclaimer: Entry berunsur sedikit telus dan bakal membuatkan peluh dingin mengalir terutama untuk wanita mengandung. Saya tidak akan mengambil risiko terhadap apa yang bakal terjadi. Sila sediakan tisu untuk lap peluh. Ok main main aje.

Ahad, 24 Julai, dah start keluar tanda (blood and mucus plug) tapi tidak ada rasa sakit langsung, tapi panik 2 minit hehehe biasa lah drama sikit kan sebab suami keluar beli lunch, adik tengah tidur. Sampai je sang suami, aku dok sorry sorry kat dia bgtau dah keluar tanda tapi tangan dok unpack lauk2 semua kah kah. Lepas tu makan bukan main sedap ko siap tambah tambah (energy untuk push tu HAHA). Call mama, mil bagitau dah keluar tanda, semua pon buget tengah malam tapi aku ni tak sakit sakit pon. Petang sikit pil sampai n terus tanya aku dah sakit ke tak. Mil cakap, tunggu sakit lah baru pergi hospital. Jiran-jiran semua dah datang ni tau, makcik2 pegang kaki 'haa sejuk dah ni, tengah malam ni bersalin la'. Sengih jela aku. Malam, mama call tanya tak pegi spital lagi ke, aku tengah goreng ayam lagi untuk semua org pastu msg2 dengan balqis lagi. Sampai tengah malam pon still tak sakit, so decide nak tunggu esok je.

Isnin, 25 Julai, TIDAK ADA TANDA2 NAK SAKIT LANGSUNG! tapi darah still kuar sikit2. Petang macam rasa sakit pinggang tapi hari2 biasa pon memang sakit pinggang kann..tp terkeluar kat mulut, maka mil suruh pegi hospital huehue. Dalam kepala ni dok pikir ve test je tau odw ke spital. Doktor buat procedure biasa la, part ve tu memang sangat tidak selesa, tapi tak sakit la. Doktor kata baru 1cm je terbuka, so doc suruh balik and tunggu sampai ada air discharge which is ketuban la.

Selasa, 26 Julai, bangun pagi, tengok tv,pastu bawak ke tengahari, lunch, then tiba-tiba rasa skt belakang(lower back) tu datang semula tapi tak la sakit kat perut ke apa. Petang dah start sakit yang memang sakit la tapi boleh lagi la rilek2 je. Malam menjelma (cewah) memang sakit gilaaa laa, maka ke hospital lah kami bersama2 beg2 untuk kali ke dua. Doc buat lagi procedure yang sama, ve test kali ni dah rasa macam biasa je so imagine jalan dah bukak ni, sekali doc kata 2cm je. Doc suruh balik rumah je! stunned aku tau, lower back memang tengah sakit ni. Contraction pon nan ado, so kena la balik rumah sob sob.

Rabu, 27 Julai, dalam kul 12mlm tu sakit memang setiap 5-10minit pinggang ni. Memang sakit yang sangat-sangat I couldn't even relay any of it accurately sebab memang sakit sangat2. 4 pagi camtu aku dah sedu sedan kat suami and begging him to stop the pain hahaha ingat laki dia doctor ke. Sebab 2 kali kena reject dari hospital buat aku nekad nak tahan jugak sakit tu. Subuh, call mama n kak long tanya macam mana masa diorg bersalin dulu as I didn't have any contraction kat perut, just sakit belakang (Yes, all the pain was refer to my lower back!) If buat ctg test comfirm shows no contraction la kan..

Mil kejut abah(fil) n suruh abah cari air selusuh sebab jalan memang tak bukak lagi kan. Lepas tu minum and mandi dengan air selusuh, makan nasi lemak 2 sudu pastu terus pegi hospital. Proses yang sama, tapi doc lain take over file aku which is a big relief! tapi ve test masih 2cm ye.hampa tauhuuuuu. aku dah sakit memang nak curse orang je masa tu (due to trauma of twice rejections). Kali ni doc suruh check in and considered my medical history (endometriosis) might affect the delivery process; fyi: my monthly checkup for 39 weeks kat tempat lain, bersalin kat tempat lain.

Lepas tu salin baju, minum air zam zam, makan kurma, air selusuh dan baring baring. Sakit tak payah cakap la sampai aku malas nak layan orang dah. Suami, mil terus terusan bagi semangat pon memang buat tak dengar je dah. bolehh? Dalam pukul 10pagi suami balik rumah as he didn't sleep at all sebab tolong urut bini dia yang kuat drama tu sakit which means dah 10 jam aku bertarung sakit, tidak tidur langsung dan makan 2 sudu nasi lemak sahajaa sebelum masuk labor room. 2 jam berlalu sakit lower back tu memang sangat2 sakit sampai dah pegang besi katil u'olls (drama tahap ellie suriati wakakaka) memang tak larat nak bangun pegi toilet dah. Call suami suruh datang hospital, kak cik(adik) tak berhenti urut belakang ni. Asal dia stop urut, aku marah kakaka lepas tu rasa macam dah basah je kain. Sampai je suami tercinta, panggil nurse and bagitau aku kencing (kot? HAHA) Datang sorang nurse, angkat kain tengok katil habis basah gilaaa then dia cakap 'eh, ni bukan urine, ni serum'. Aku dah macam, err apa pulak serum tu? Datang 2 orang lagi nurse bagitau labor room dah ready.

Pukul 1 lebih masuk labor room, opening baru 6cm. Suami aku buat labor room tu macam dia yang punya hospital. Kejap keluar, kejap masuk, sabar jela. Suppose aku kena amek lunch tapi memang tak lalu langsunggg and since dah masuk labor room memang tak boleh makan dah. Asyik ulang minum air zam zam selusuh je. Drama dalam labor room dah slow down la so aku assume sebenarnye yang pegang besi punya drama tu psyco je tak pon memang aku dah tak larat nak layann la. Pukul 4 lebih mama sampai dari Jengka so I've told hubby to ask mama's fogiveness on behalf(HAHA) sebab mama tak boleh msk LR. Mintak ampun mintak halal kat suami semua sob sob. Then 4.30 petang dah full opening,doc pecahkan ketuban dan suruh push, but I didn't feel the urge nak push ke apa (actually tak tau rasa tu macam mana) sebab asyik asyik sakit kat lower back je, bila lah nak rasa macam nak berak ni?LOL. I keep in mind that bila rasa tu datang baru push. Even doc takdela paksa2, dia just ckp if you rasa nak berak, push sekuat hati macam sembelit tu. Then push punya push doc kata dah nampak rambut (sudah 1/2 jam) masa tu dah cakap kat suami rasa macam tak larat dah laa. He keeps saying, boleh bolehh and didn't stop recite doa while holding my hand.

By half of the time, I was actually more tired than sakit. Kan dah sakit since malam sebelum, tak tidur dan tak makan (makan paling banyak pada hari ahad lepas keluar tanda tidak dikira ye.harap mak long.hehe) Bla bla bla doc suggest untuk vacuum sebab takut baby lemas (poor my baby :'() Lepas tu, push punya push tiba tiba je poooopppp baby keluar at 5.26pm. By that time aku macam dah blackout, tak rasa apa pon tiba tiba baby dah atas perut. My 1st impression, oi besau nyaa kaka. Subhanallah, I am so relief. Then nurse cepat2 ambik baby bawak bilik sebelah cepat2 sebab baby tak menangis. Aku tanya kat suami, baby boy kann? Datang sorang nurse bgtau nak cucuk morphine kat peha aku. Maka lalok lah perempuan drama ini. Hati kata nak tengok n sentuh baby, tapi kepala macam blank, semua kabur je. Both mama boleh masuk labor room lepas sessi jahit menjahit (I didn't feel anything sbb lalok kan) Dalam kabur kabur tu datang nurse dengan baby (dalam katil) bgtau ' saya kena bawak baby awak pergi nicu.baby awak kena masuk hostel' LOL. and she repeated three times macam dalam drama time orang mimpi ada kabus kabus gitu aku nampak. I was put on sleep sampai lah pukul 11 mlm cmtu. Bangun2 suami still ada, tapi baby takde.sobs. Suami cakap baby nangis tadi..tp lambat sikit. Suara dia besar, tapi dia nangis sikit je sebab dia kuat. huuuu bersambung lahh, penat tau..korang tak penat ke baca?huhu cerita yang lepas ni ada unsur sedih2. I'm not so sure if I have enough strength to share. tapi biasa lah, cerita melayu, ending dia gerenti happy jugak. So no worries! :p

Aassim's 1st picture (7th days)

So, where have I been?

2011-09-29T15:28:00.002+08:00

Well, I haven't been on my blog, that's for sure!

I've been busy raising this wee one
and turn him into this
HAHAHA ok kidding hehe

As most of you know, 2 months ago I gave birth to a boy named Aassim Nayyif. Hubby and I couldn't be more in love. So many unforgettable memories have already taken place and I can't wait to share them with you. 'The Day' blog debut will occur soon!(bukan hari ini hehe) See you then :)

Update rojak

2011-07-05T14:25:00.003+08:00

Wahaaaa lamanya tak update.Nak update apa pon tak tauhu. Begitu ayat minta lempeng.kahkah. Saya sihat sihat saja alhamdulillah. Dah masuk 36 minggu, kalau anak tak sabar nak jumpa mak nya,esok lusa pon boleh jadi sudah keluar melihat dunia. Tapi sebab mak sebok dengan auditor2 di ofis, maka kita postpone sahaja seminggu dua lagi ye anak? Ayah awak pon tak sihat mana tu, mungkin kadar kolestrol tinggi sebab selalu kena teman mak awak makan bukan bukan. Herannya mak awak ni sihat aje. Mungkin semua penyakit dah di salurkan dengan jayanye pada ayah. kesian pula. Tapi dari sudut kebaikannya, ayah dah freewilly 100% dari nikotin yahuuuuuuuuuu! Bulan 7 memang selalunya indah (lagi lagi 30hb sebab hari jadi orang yang menaip ni ;p). Lagi indah kalau anak sulung ni sanggup menahan diri dan keluar pada hari yang sama :D Yang tak indahnya bila roadtax dan insurans mati bulan yang sama. Tahun pertama dapat kereta memang indah bila orang tanya dapat hadiah apa hari jadi. Tahun2 berikutnya hadaplah sendiri bila separuh gaji habis sekelip mata jhsfbjshhfjsjfkjfdk. Amboi ko, panjang perenggan pertama, tadi cakap tak tau nak update apa -_-'

Sejak mengandung ni memang cerita asyik pasal makan je tau. Semua pon sedap. Minggu lepas dah pergi tempat makan baru yang best oi kat Kuantan, Lila Wadi Restaurant. Eh kat Kuantan memang banyak tempat makan best pon. Tapi nasib badan lah, empunya diri ni tak rajin update blog, kalau tak semua pon ai update siap dengan gambar sebab perjalanan sepanjang mengandung ni memang semuanya tentang makanan ewah. Gambar ada sebenarnya tapi cable nan ado, maka dibiar je tersimpan berhabuk kan. Memang purpose ambil gambar adalah untuk disimpan, bukan semua boleh ditayang.kahkah. Makanya saya ambil (tapi tak bgtau) je gambar hasil gugel untuk santapan orang2 kuantan yang tak reti balik kuantan macam huda, adda, atia(ceh org kuantan skrg) eh? HAHA. Dah lah, tengok je gambar. Penat ni kaki dah lah bengkak(tak lah bukan aku menaip pakai kaki ponnn heh)

(Source: Google)

Sila lah cuba beef set, pandan cooler dan lemon cheese cake. Tapi saya harapkan ada variety of soup untuk steamboat bbq macam ada tomyam yang pedas ke kannn hahahahahahahaha pegi bukak kedai sendiri sekarang. Sekian, kita kembali lagi minggu hadapan dengan review dan live streaming dari Sherwood Steak House (Bos belanjaaaa utk pre-birthday yeehaaaaa) Itu pun kalau saya rajin update lah.hee hoo.

Okey lah, sebenarnya tujuan update nak suruh bakal pengantin pergi serbu booth Bingkisan (Facebook!cer like, cer like keke) kat PICC weekend ni. Hantaran, kek, bunga pahar, doorgift semua tempah kat sini (belah suami,mostly) Siapa tah yang comel sangat tanya harga kotak (di bawah) tapi mak buyong ni lupa nak reply, boleh lah serbu booth ni ok? Tak pon kalau malas sangat tanya je kat fb Bingkisan :) (kalau tanya saya, 2 bulan lagi baru dapat jawapan ye. Tak tahan, siap disclaimer)

kek pisang omnomnom

Untuk si penghuni di dalam perut, have fun while you're in there. In short period, you're gonna meet your uncool parent who will love you unconditionally :)

Dan tengok, kakak cantik awak dah meniarapppppppp!

Akhtar Rukhsana on her first roll attempt during 14 weeks!Love!

New born checklist

2011-05-19T14:58:00.002+08:00

Well hello everyone :p sorry for a long pause. Blogging seems not that fun anymore and it has nothing to do with pregnancy hormones. But still, i love reading others. And yes, facebook is a medium for me to play games and twitter is my private gossip corner. So, I'm not that good with strangers nowadays. Life has been good, pelvic pressure were my main dish everyday and yours truly has been escaped from the creepy glucose test as i managed to gain ONLY 1kg since last month *exaggerate. sorry but i had to :p* And our little gem's weight are now 1.1 kg *hi five baby!

Now that 7 months and a half have flew by, we need to sort out what we REALLY need for our new arrival and for me after birth. So hubby and I have outlined FEW list to give us an idea of what we need. We have decided to go for quality rather than quantity. We do not want to get every thing imaginable for the baby (e.g. baby gym, loads of toys and entertainment material etc -not that I'll complain if I get those cute things as present tho :p) but rather get the essential first. I'm so eager to get the best breast pump in town but tend to wait as I am not that confident about my own 'milk production' teehee. We'll see how it goes during confinement days.

Got a good deal during baby's stuff shopping at Sogo (and apparently, daddy's too) last week and we managed to get most of the items for 70% off (for Bumblee Bee mattress set, nursing pillow, pacifying pillow, piegon, carters etc). So, here goes the list.

Things we definitely need

Mattress set, sheets and blankets
Sleep-suits/ long sleeved suits
Short sleeved suits
Bodysuits or rompers (the quantity depending on how often do you want to do the laundry :p)
Socks, hat, mittens and bootees (these disappear quickly!)
Receiving blankets or muslin (for bedung)
Baby toiletries
Changing mat
Diapers and nappy liners
Feeding equipment for expressed milk
Nursing bra and breast pads
Loads of towels/ flannels/ muslin squares (for bathing and dribbles!)
Loads of cotton wool pads and wipes
Brush and comb

Things that are handy, but not essential

Moses basket/ crib (plus mattress, sheets and blankets)
Baby box or bag
Sling
Changing bag
Feeding bottles
Steam sterilizer and warmer
Breast pump
Baby wipes
Bath tub
Nail clipper

Hospital bag, essential items to take to the hospital:

Front-opening nighties, dressing gown and slippers and kain batik too
Nursing bras, breast pads
Maternity, or super-absorbent sanitary pads
Toiletries
Nappies
Baby toiletries and cotton wool
Baby clothes
Receiving blankets or muslin (for bedung)
Shawl or cot blanket, hat mittens if it’s cold
Car seat
Clothes and a coat if it’s cold
Money and camera :p

Not all in the list has been bought by yours truly *hint*eyelashes batting* if you're wondering kahkahkah :D

P dot s: Kindly remind me if there anythings left will ya?

Workload,wardrobe mulfunction and warrior.ehe

2011-04-20T15:45:00.005+08:00

somebody is having her first major wardrobe malfunction :D (cannot zipping kain baju kurung anymore oi.major issue betol.haha.ada jugak aku pakai baju kurung dengan kain batik lepas kang)

but luckily, I'm doing just fine. The feet might swelling a bit, arms and legs are numb half the time, still i love everything about this journey (lagilagibiladahbolehstartshoppingbarangbabymiahahaha). Workload tsunami kat opis je aku tak sukaaa.

p dot s:final trimester is comingggg.how times flies eyy?? got-to-prepare-for-glucose-screening-test-mentally-physically.Blurghh. I've heard private do provide few flavor glucose. Do they? hehehe mintak mintak ado perasa mint keke

Weird and vivid dreams

2011-04-06T15:24:00.001+08:00

Having weird and vivid dreams (and sometimes nightmare) during pregnancy were said to be very common and normal. Blame the progesterone surging through your veins and your excitement and apprehension about pregnancy and motherhood. Kira macam excitement nak ada anak terzahir melalui mimpi?begitu?cewah sendiri tanya sendiri nak jawab ni.

I have been dreaming a LOT recently. Most of them were awful. Sigh. The most outrages dream I had when dear hubby were killed by *cough* Nawal husband! i know right..Aku ngan Nawal konon pegi jalan-jalan cari makan. Makan apa? Makan belangkas! Begitu ironic sekali ye bile setiap hari skype, tweet, email dengan orang yang sama. Hasilnya, dapat makan belangkas bakar cicah air asam yang macam Darth Vader dalam mimpi. Lepas tu balik hotel suami takde, tapi bau busuk je rupanya, mayat dah kena sorok dalam almari (punya lama oi nak dapat belangkas,sampai dah busuk.sobs) Btw, Huda, orang kata rasa belangkas macam rasa ketam HAHAHA. Dan tidak, aku tak mengidam nak makan belangkas pon. Dan suami sihat sihat sahaja Alhamdulillah.

Dan semalam mimpi makan Unagi Bento yang sedappp gile dekat kedai Pasha Sandah (sengaja di eja begitu bagi mengelakkan orang google nama dia, tak mai page aku keke). Suami boleh tanya aku sempat tak amik no telefon dia..boleh? Ewah, dah lupa mimpi aku yang kelmarin gamaknya HAHA tak tak main main ajo.

ko bayang sendiri lah sedap tak sedap ye.amboi ko yaya gambar belangkas bakar darth vader ko tanak letak pulak ye.hehehehehehehe.

There's a few times, hubby told that I've also mumble in my sleep (and cried too!).Well, I blame it on pregnancy-brain.Tee hee. Because of those dreams, I wake up multiple times each night. Paling kerap pukul 3.50 pagi (and gets hungry too.sigh). This might just my body preparing itself to be up for feedings the baby later.

Sigh....sleep is officially a thing of the past

And don`t forget. For the moment, I am THE WOMAN WITH 2 BRAINS! dan mari crossed finger masing masing mintak2 aku tak sleep walking pulak.tee hee :D

Small but mighty

2011-04-01T14:34:00.006+08:00

Assalamualaikum and Hello there sharifah saffiya bt syed mohd firdaus

cantik macam mommy Aegis!

and new addition to our family, Akhtar Rukhsana bt Ahmad KhairulRidwan

eteh and cik ya will meet you soon okay baby

Welcome to the world :) I hope you have a nice time here and enjoy your visit while it lasts.
May you bring goodness to the world that you've come to.
God only knows how much we need goodness.sigh.

In other words, if I'm going to have a son (and a handsome one HAHA), what a lucky guy he is! Been surrounding with these pretty babies. And I am really looking forward to see you on the screen next week! When you are older, you'll get to see yourself as well. I couldn't imagine seeing an ultrasound of myself when I was still in my Mama's belly. It would be cool and kinda gross. We'll see how you react when you are older! Kalau mak awak ni cermat sangat simpan barang lah kan.

p dot s: having a blog does not makes you a writer or social media guru.blogger didn't rules the world you know.apa lagi jadi wedding blogger.that's what i always kept in mind.

Half Baked!

2011-03-14T12:00:00.005+08:00

Dear fetus, (or nonet according to Bonda Nawal. And yes, not the-part-of body 'nonet' if you get what i mean) tee hee

It's hard to believe you've been baking for 20 weeks now! This pregnancy is really moving along quickly and, I must say, you have been a dream to carry! Everyone love you already :)

Weight gain with you has been next to nothing. Craziness, I was like a version of giant beast for a petite pregnant lady. Even the doctor had warn both of us not to become any larger than this. Larger than life takpe haha tibe. That bad doctor *exaggerate* challenge me to keep my current weight for a month! (or two.matilah tak kose nak layan haha) Sehari makan nasi sekali sahaja ok. Kalah bride to be hehehe. Anmum is also a BIG NO for me as it makes both of us bigger than ever. Sedap tau Anmum. Sabau jelah. But anything for ~~one-month-challenge~~ you baby. Even your daddy should join this challenge.tee hee. You and I won't get checked for that for another couple weeks yet - but I hope we are in the clear! I also hope the scale is right or it must be nearly accurate though, as I'm still wearing pre-pregnancy pants (not jeans lah come onnnn) AND am just now squeezing out my normal stretchy shirts. Like I said, you've been a dream!

We are all getting excited for your arrival, even though it's months away. I think I may have found the perfect bedding/theme for your nursery. But, I'll tell you more about that later, once everything is set in stone.

I'm sure you'll notice (once you can read this blog and realize that you have one crazy mother) I blogged more about my wedding rather than this pregnancy. It's not that you are any less important, or aren't as big of a deal, the difference is that my approach to this pregnancy has been more low-key and intimate. I haven't had many whacky weird experiences or dramatic events (if you want dramatic, please go read your Bonda journal will you? She's crazier than your mommy. I swear). This journey with you, thus far, has been quiet and serene. Many women have doted about loving being pregnant, and I get that with you. I just hope the second half of the pregnancy goes as well as the first!

And again, that bad doctor (no seriously she's the nicest I've meet!hee) thinks its not the time for me and your daddy to know whether you're boy or girl. Sigh. We might have to wait it out and get the big news on your birth day! What a torture! I don't like buying natural and earth color for your stuff.yukk. and we still have to decide your name tho. Well it should have the initial of A and N or vice versa.

So, little 20-week-old fetus, does anything above sound like a name you'd like to have for life? If so, drop me a couple signs...maybe a kick or two, I haven't felt you much (macam tendang2 manja2 je,ke angin?haha) and would really like for you to start jabbing me. But not during my sleep at 4a.m. pretty please.Okay bad jokes. Mommy loves you. You might wants to buy me kerusi urut after reading this.haha. Poor Mommy okay, poor one (but still cute even dah beruban HAHAHA).

Ahhaa, incase if you're wondering why we both get so cold last Friday..Japan been attacked by a freaking huge tsunami!(no we're not in Japan sayang, tp hujan lebat sampai Malaysia :p) Don't go and brag around that you've been to Japan. We even have to cancel our trip to Taiwan sebab doktor jahat tak bagi pelepasan. Told ya she's bad.blurgh.

And Mommy's job was the most bored-job on earth. The 'tap-tap' sounds that you've heard is actually the calculator. Go and find something else to do. Finding this 70 cents for the un-balance account is silly!huwaaaaaaa

Much love,

Mommy

Update: Mommy sudah jumpa 70 sen.joget joget ewah

Our Hantaran

2011-03-01T17:44:00.005+08:00

This is a super quick entry as I've promise someone that I'm gonna put the hantaran pictures from both side. Super super quick entry sampai tak sempat nak susun gambar, lepas tu tak cukup saya pon dah malas nak belek cd kawen ye u'olls.

Hantaran from his side done by Bingkisan team. Including the cakes for both side (even the cakes during our engagement and cake cutting ceremony during his side.ok jgn tanya gambar ~~bertendang~~ bertandang ye.sobs sobs) So here we go!

Sirih gulung hehe & Mas kahwin & Wang hantaran
Cincin (tiada dalam gambar sbb pengantin dah pakai lepas tu tanak tanggal hehe)
Handbag & Shoes by Gavy (pakai masa bertandang)
Dress by Qudyn & Sejadah
Patchi Choc & Cake by Bingkisan
Mine was done by Mama and yours truly at 3 a.m, a day before reception. Sebab kalau buat awal takut bunga kembang cepat sangat. Tapi bunga sampai dari Cameron 2 hari sebelum reception and Kak lisa pos sampai depan rumah! hee
Sirih & Cincin tapi pengantin dah pakai

Shirts & Shoes
Fruits & Cake by Bingkisan
Wallet, belt, butang baju & Sejadah

Ada lagi sebenarnya hahaha malas lah cari.perot berat ni tau.haha takde kaitan. Dan ye, bantal, kotak hantaran, dulang tembaga boleh di sewa. Macam biasa la..sila email aliaafarhanalokman@yahoo.com

Please beware that I'm now staying at Kuantan. Do not ask me to post anything to you.Sebab saya bukan jual barang online.Kalau saya tak reply in 2 days, jangan lah hantar next email marah2 menyalahkan saya taknak sewa kan baju padahal lagi 2 minggu nak kawen. Jangan ye jangan. Tolonglah paham, kalau saya tak mengandung pon saya boleh jadi marah tau. Kalau saya tak reply, mungkin email korang dalam spam. Boleh resend atau msg inbox fb. Kalau luar Pahang, cost transportation dikenakan. As simple as that. All you have to do just ask.

Ok tak sabar nak babymoon!

Wedding attire (his & hers) for rent

2011-02-17T15:24:00.008+08:00

Solemnization/Reception dress by Qudyn Aziz Kuala Lumpur
Off white, Kurung modern, chiffon+patch lace+songket for skirt, beads,pearls & 2D flower
With match veil (can rented seperately)
For rent only
For more view, click here :)
Reception dress by Qudyn Aziz Kuala Lumpur (details)
Baby pink, Kebaya type dress with train (2 pieces), patch lace.
Without veil.
Match shoes by Qudyn, Size: 5 (Vincci)
SOLD! SORRY GIRLS

Reception dress by Qudyn Aziz Kuala Lumpur (full view)

Dress by Qudyn Aziz Kuala Lumpur (details)
Off-white, plain dress with pleated and big kerongsang
Without veil.
For rent
His attire are available for rent, Black nehru suit
ampunnn gambar lain takdeeeeee *stressed*
will update once i have the full picture

Reception dress by Oscar from Lagenda Boutique, Maju Junction
Gray+pink, 2 pieces dress (plain chiffon dress+patch lace on tulle dress with train
With match veil (short plain chiffon)
For rent only
For more view, click here :)

His suit (complete set)
Crown+necklace set
Pink crystal flower
All available for rent
*Terms applied

P dot s: will update more on this

Kindly mail me at aliaafarhanalokman@gmail.com for any inquiries. Thank you.

Miss me yet?

2011-02-09T17:07:00.005+08:00

Wow. Has it really been over months since I last posted? Of course it has! haa haa haa *laughing at ownself* i know i have a list of about tons of posts to catch up on!(the wedding, the honeymoon and few stuff to be rent-if only people are still have the interest towards it you grumpy woman!) So, bear with me, I'm still alive...

Mind you, I've just received the cd for nikah and the reception from MunzirFauzi's team (unofficial photographer) and most of the pictures were ahhhh-some without them have to do major editing on it! Gambo Nawal ~~masih dara-H manis pon menawannn ye~~ *salivate.haha* pinky promise that I'll post it right away after I've found it (the cd lost in our big luggage of un-laundry shirts.yukk,i know. But we're just come back from a long break at hubster's hometown for his elders brother wedding.

And oh, did i tell you that I'm 16 weeks pregnant? Those who have been following my twitter should have predict this i guess. Twitter is the only medium that i can deal with without feeling annoying. Seriously woman, you have issues T__T Sangat kasihan kan. Since I'm done for the first trimester, I am now feeling much 'lighter' (not in term of berat badan lah, berat aku kompem lah mencanak-canak naiknya) I should be able to get back into somewhat of a writing groove.(cuba ye, cuba..you know pregnant ladies :p)

This is the main reason why i didn't showed up at Lynda's wedding. No i didn't have any morning sickness, just a little nausea mcm mengada ngada gituh. But i could not bear the dizziness while having a long travel. I know she'll understand kan? (sudah grab dgn rakus mjlh pengantin demi ko wahai lynda. Dan selamat berhijrah! You look so pretty in jilbab :))

Other than that, both mommy and baby are in the pink of health and my baby bump were actually too big for a 16 weeks preggos due to my physical - ketot dan tidak tinggi doink. Many thought that I'm carrying a twins :D Serius perut mcm sgt besar lepas tu sakit belakang dah rasa dah. Yesterday we're suppose to see the baby's gender, but our little one modestly curled up as to 'hide the goods' aka sorok barang bak kata suami.kahkah.sabo jela. Cravings are annoying no? but hubster got weird craving than mine. Nasib tak muntah muntah haha.

taken last weekend - fresh dari oven buat semua yg merindui hahahahahhaha

Spot the differences? Mine was almost the same size as kak dila's baby bump haha(the other preggo mommy in the family wearing white jubah). She's in her 32 weeks. Imagine me on my 32 weeks. Okay, please stop imagine. Amboi suka ye aku membulat dan membesar bagai juara.

And before i leave, below are the real reasons why i sucked at blogging lately

-Tons of works in this new working environment
-I'm preoccupied with wondering if our baby will be a girl or boy!
-Every time I sit down to post, I remember something important I forgot to do.
-My free time is now nap time.
-The only morning/all-day sickness i have is blogging or writing and even reading -_-
-Playing games is what I'm enjoying other than eating
-I'm pregnant. And being pregnant is an excuse for everything no? :p

Bottom line sebenarnya,

Pregnancy are ahhhh-mazing! hihi

Yours truly,
Mommy yang gemok tapi glowing HAHA nak jugakkkkkk

Rabu tanpa kata

2010-12-29T10:47:00.003+08:00

a.k.a Wordless Wednesday

I NEED VACATION !!

*gusi bengkak dah berapa hari tah aku pon tak ingat -_-'

Entry paling banyak gambar, rugi tak tengok tau.HAHA

2010-12-14T16:12:00.007+08:00

Bila dah lambat sangat update pasal wedding ni, diri sendiri rasa sangat annoying tau nak buat entry kawen kawen ni.rasa macam dah dua taun kawen pastu sangat bahagia dengan suami dan anak anak semua HAHAHA.ok tak kelakar -_- I don't really know what's causing the writers block. Rasa macam mencabar gile lah nak update blog nowadays. Facebook jangan cakap lah, log in untuk main It Girl je, pastu bile kopi (icon untuk energy) habis dan tak boleh shopping lagi, maka log out je sebab fb sekarang sangat menyampah tak tau lah kenapa hjsknchfskd#jhnf*isjd

Rumah dah ada phone line + streamyx hari ni. suami balik lunch main miskol2 bini dia -_-' eh, malam karang boleh tepon Lynda sebab free!HAHAHAHA besnye. siapa2 ada fixed line boleh drop kat komen nanti aku call hari hari *tolong lah jangan letak betul betul*

Acha ada no tepon? nanti cik ngah call Acha k?
*train your nieces/nephews to call you 'cik' and you'll be forever 'cik' KAHKAHKAHKAH

letih lah nak bagitau banyak kali siapa makeup klik SINI dan follow lepas tengok banner blog dia yang best HAHAHA I'm so funny i cannot tahan la *pukuldirisendiri

rindunya nak balik kampungggggggggg *tiba-tiba bold sebab nak suami baca

ini lah perempuan yang blog dia ada banner yang best tu.ok la, dah tak kelakar.nama dia nenek beruang.suka sambal belacan.i can smell the aroma when she's dolled me up *ampun kak anis,i love u more than u love sambal belacan.doink.nawal gelak2 lah tu.

2 pieces dress by Oscar from Lagenda, Maju Junction. Oscar tu sumber gosipp selain tukang design baju HAHAHA. Tudung by errr from Jalan Tar Heaven.hehe

Second photographer saya memang best!

My partner in crimes during campus life.rather die than not knowing this woman.

Mata adalah tidak simetri.Tak percaya, cuba tengok betul betul.kalau tak nampak jugak, mata korang lah tak semetri.herherher

kasut tempah kat Gavy la mana lagi.tempah tiga pasang dapat la murahhhhhh.lepastu dah kawen, hari hari tenung je tak tau bila lagi nak pakai.

itik gembo gembo on candy buffet by kak long. berminat? he he

dah sampai!! berminat? ehhh silap. Outfit by Lobinson Kuantan. Asalnya kitorg hantar kain lain, 2 days before wedding diorg bgtau kain rosak. 2 days before! Hubby got to choose another kain (purposely choose the pricey one sebab bengang) and they paid for it. Luckily it turn out well.heh.

Hubster makes me post this picture.Dia cakap dia nampak kurus.ok saya reka.*terlupa rumah dah ade internet nanti dia baca blog.tau dahhh.

Favorite lovebird!

Cake from kak fad! Klik sini! sedapp gilaaa i tell u! yang pearls tu comel gila rasa macam chewing gum, not too sweet fondant dia :) Gonna taste RV cake pulak lepas ni.he he he

hehehe * dasar malas nak buat caption*

ok bai nak tutup pintu

hambekk..entry paling banyak gambar dalam sejarah. Gotta stop lah wei, it might irritated your eyes. Even this blog looks like it's heading towards its doom T_T blurghhh

Date: 2nd October 2010
Time: Noon
Venue: Home Sweet Home
Bride & Groom Attires: Oscar from Lagenda, Maju Junction & Lobinson Kuantan
Makeup Artist: Anis Finese Touch
Photographer: Sarahana Sarif (The Photographer Studio & Gallery)
Videographer: ID Motion Pictures

Aku nikahkan dikau dengan anak cikgu Kamariah yang garang tu.......

2010-12-02T15:59:00.007+08:00

Tak tau lah nak letak tajuk entry ni teaser ke apa.kang korang geli pulak.HAHA. Ingat kan sebab takde internet jadi malas nak update blog, rupa2nya dah ada internet pon bertambah malas nak update. herherher. Jangan lah tanya mengapa, nanti mendapat balingan kerusi hendaknya. Main main aje. :D

By the way, I am officially on my 2nd day of working! (or on my 2nd day of trying-to-upload-wedding-pictures??) hehe. Nak upload album nikah je makan masa setengah hari hjksdhfgvbkjafhsfhd tau! oke lah, tunjuk sikit gambar nikah yang dah berkurun tu. Untuk full reveiw sila tengok di facebook. Yang baru nak add sila msg inbox dulu (eh macam macam lah kau ni yaya)

Feast your eyes people!

bai nak balik keje.esok upload gambar honeymoon.sila berdebar.HAHA

Update: Gambar di besarkan untuk kepuasan maksima kahkah

Date: 1st October 2010
Time: 9.00 pm
Venue: Home Sweet Home
Bride & Groom Attires: Qudyn Aziz & Lobinson Kuantan
Makeup Artist: Anis Finese Touch
Photographer: Sarahana Sarif (The Photographer Studio & Gallery)
Videographer: ID Motion Pictures

update!

2010-11-22T22:33:00.000+08:00

hai!

bai!

HAHA
nti korang marah sebab aku tak update.herherher

kenapa perempuan ni tak update blog dia

2010-10-24T12:58:00.003+08:00

sebab utama - tidak ada internet connection.tidak mahu meminta minta dengan suami padahal hati meronta ronta ~~mintak2 suami baca blog kat opis nanti~~

sebab kedua - sibuk.sibuk mengalahkan orang bekerja.menjadi typical housewife dengan menonton Rachel Ray, Martha Stewart, Oprah di pagi hari lepas tu petang2 sambung tengok Siti Kelembai. Ya Allah seronok ko! HAHA

sebab ketiga - kadang kadang pegi shopping, buat hair treatment kat the Zing sampai 3, 4 jam..mana nak sempat update blog. yelahh..bila lagi nak konon konon ala Gabrielle Solis yang dok kat Wisteria Lane kann??

sebab keempat - sedang sibuk furniture hunting. sebelum ni ingat shopping kasut je seronok. her her her

sebab kelima - memasak!dok angkut periuk2 kat umah mak mertua.kasihan mama dapat menantu sebegini.tp sbb mama sayang, terus dapat oven free ko. kena buat kek 2 bulan sekali.HAHAHAHA

sebab keenam - aku tak mengandung lagi.HAHA.in case if you're wondering la.cuba tanya nawal.tetibe petik nawal kann..huhu

sebab ketujuh - abang ipar nak kawen aku pon busy body.tak pahammm..i guess i couldn't left this wedding hectic and craziness yet.huhu

sebab kelapan - sekarang keje tukang cuci kat kaunter Air Asia Puan Aegis. Tukang cuci ye, bukan stewardess tau. Siapa2 nak quotation g honeymoon mana2 boleh lah contact kami.eceh.sempat promo gituh. Awal taun depan nantikan kemunculan projek kami featuring trio ;saya, Aegis and baby. Her baby, not mine.hehehhe.. Dah lah suka tendang2 mummy..mungkin bakal lahir seorang bintang bola sepak?huhu

sebab kesembilan - sibuk dengan interview. saya dah mati kutu dok rumah.kutu pon mati tgk saya.huuu

sebab kesepuluh - gambar tak siap lagi..maka takde mood nak update apa2..org yg kawen selepas saya pon dah lama update.huuuu..sangat menyedihkan tau.oke la..saje je dramatik sket.

suami cakap bagi 10 sebab je.kaki dia dah tendang2 bawah meja sebab saya sedang online di mapley.tengok, kesian lagi.huhuhu.

Whatever it is, my days was filled with lots n lots n lotsss of laughter!
Sampai semput jadinya.

Rindu semua!

Bukan Krabi :P

2010-10-04T19:12:00.001+08:00

Safely arrived.

Another surprise from darling hubby!

Off to lala land for few days..Daaaa!

Alhamdulillah

2010-10-01T22:00:00.005+08:00

Alhamdulillah, I'm now officially become a certificated wife, legal according to Islam.

Nizam came into my life unexpectedly and completely change it - for the better. I adore this man. He's my biggest supporter, my best friend and now, my HUSBAND :)

Hello husband ;)

Doakan semoga perkahwinan kami diberkati oleh Allah SWT, dipenuhi sakinah, mawaddah dan rahmah serta berkekalan bahagia dunia dan Akhirat

Cak!

2010-09-20T21:31:00.005+08:00

Jemput lah datang ;p HAHA gituh
Malas lah taip panjang2..akak busy u'olls :D
yang tak dapat kad lagi, claim kat wedding Nawal ye

See ya!

Toodles

2010-09-20T17:28:00.000+08:00

Drop your address if you want 'free tickets' to the premiere screening :p

or
Email me at:
aliaafarhanalokman@yahoo.com

Begin Again

2010-08-25T12:40:00.003+08:00

I MIGHT not updating this blog for quite sometime. You know what sucks most about me is that I'm pretty indecisive. Once I let go of one thing, I'd start to miss it. Then it'd take months for me to get over it. Well, at least I get over it in the end :p Eh apakah? hehe. Scheduled entries incoming mengubat rindu.ecece.

This is my few updates before this wee one turned to a dusty blog. Please pray so that my simple wedding going to be as smooth as silk. No tantrum needed from any sources. As far as my concern nothing crazy happened so far. Reception dress with simple detailing is waiting for me, but I haven't found any suitable time to do the fitting. Even Oscar advised me to meet them after Raya since I’ve also ordered bantal nikah from them which still in the process. So, after Raya it is ;). Accept for my veil, I just want a plain one and have a heavy hijab to match it (maybe). As for my simple Solemnization dress, only God and Q know. Since it would be a simple one, I supposed it won't take so much time and drama. I hope.

A last minute change of Wali was crazy, but mama will fix it. Gosh i miss my babah T____T Currently, home sweet seems like they are turning to a small branch of Romantika. HAHA. Branch kat Pahang and more like macam store. Rasukan ablasa hampir melanda bila tengok lampu chandelier bilik yang kuning. Will fix this, will fix this. Or else, pengantin akan kelihatan seperti menghidap demam kuning. Bedroom set finally arrived safely at home on Monday. Tapi angan nya mahu mencari white dressing table yang lebih menarik. But every penny counts. Should spend on something relevant unless you have four months to go (Cargas Lynda!) :D Mama complaints that the room looks a bit empty. Mungkin sebab anak gadisnya belum pulang2 dan mengemas biliknya sendiri? HAHA.

Two of my bridesmaids will not be able to join as one of them will be having her convocation and the other one having a malfunction wardrobe. I won’t complain much. Much worst, the Honor of bridesmaid, won’t be able to arrive earlier on Friday night but I was so lucky as my best girlfriend, N will be by my side that night. That was enough. I love you so much!

Ordered a few dozen of fresh flowers from Kak Lisa for hantaran and solemnization hand bouquet, and yes, yours truly going to DIY it! HAHA. Door gift will be sent to my sister’s house on Wednesday (final week which was the earliest possible they could sent) and I haven’t decided how or who’s going to bring them back to Pahang. I might need kak chick and her friends to help me regarding this. VIP gifts, Marhaban, Malam Berinai, family and friend’s gifts should have no issues (so far). And Thank you tags done by ilikecard are ready to collect! And for those who have been asking about the gift box, I am trying to reply everyone’s email. Sabar ye ;)

For the next few weeks, I shall be busy with decoration stuff. Need to make sure decoration materials for dais, makan beradap, bilik, canopy and everything are on track. Fheww! Mama did mention about our caterer. I did not have any problem with it. Saya membesar dengan makanan kenduri dari air tangan Tokde dan Tok ibu. No fancy food, just a typical lauk kampong yang sangat sedap :)

My skin conditions were better now. But not my menstrual period circle. A little ache around my lower abdomen starting to give me a goose bump. I know I’ve skipped a check up with my gynecologist, but I’m pretty sure nothing bad happen. The last time I visit Dr Su, she did offered me the hormone injection. I refused. I’m just not ready to face the side effect of it, mentally and physically. Lets skip this.

Invitation cards will be delivered to your door in these upcoming weeks. Those who haven’t given the address, please do so. Everyone is invited :) Can’t wait to meet familiar faces and the new one too! And those who will attend Nawal's solemnization and haven't received it, saya bukak kaunter sebelah booth cendol Nawal :p

I have two days left in the office, but piles of paperwork on the table seems like I'll be here for another two years. Sabau je. Tapi sebab baru dapat bonus, maka tidak akan komplen bukan2.he he he. Alhamdullilah, it feels so good to contribute my own money for the wedding.

Gonna have a final catch up with my darling girlfriends this Friday :) Bakal berjumpa pengantin baru untuk share tips gituh.keskeskes. And it's definitely not a good bye day. We can’t measure the actual affection of two human beings by the number of the words they exchange. Kalau tak bercakap, tak berjumpa, tapi tetap di hati. ececece. This is not the way it should end, it's the way it should begin.

Jangan nak sedih sedih ye. Si Salleh Gregor yang dikata intelek dan hebat berkata-kata tapi cetek ilmu padahalnya lebih menyedihkan. Kasihan dia. Apa lagi baca surat khabar hari-hari. Bulan Ramadhan sepatutnya kita pandai membuat penilaian tanpa godaan si Satans. Eh? lari tajuk. HAHA.

Finally, from the depth of my heart, I would like to apologize to everyone if I ever said, or write something hurtful here. It scares me to think that I ever did that. If it’s a yes, please accept my apologies. Ternyata, yang baik itu datang dari Allah, dah yang buruk itu datang dari diri saya sendiri.

Home sweet is waiting for me. Jom balik kampung!

Take care peeps.

P dot S: Comments moderation have been non-activated. Sesekali nanti saya reply ye. Sekarang sangat malas nak blogging. Syndrome apakah.huhu.ok bai.

Gift box

2010-08-17T16:48:00.000+08:00

Well hello again :) eceh. This is a quick and short update. Saya mengejar masa! Esok akan ke opis wangsamaju, dan ada misi tertentu. Bukan apa, Nawal nak belanja saya berbuka esok! Tempat adalah rahsia.HAHA

Since dah ada bunga pahar untuk sanding, mama suggest guna gift box dan susun di tepi pelamin macam di bawah masa malam berinai atau untuk kumpulan Marhaban semasa upacara Khatam.

Suka! :D

Dah survey, dapat la gift box seperti di bawah (dengan harga yang murahhhhhhhhh) Suka lagi!

Tak berani nak disclose harga. Nanti kena serang dengan penjual kotak macam mana?Okay lah..tu je..dah cakap kan entry pendek sahaja. Bye u'olls :p

P dot s: Nawal, sila berhenti cekedaut baju pengantin! You'll be a perfect bride!

Weekend yang semput

2010-08-13T16:20:00.005+08:00

Heh. I'm unwell AGAIN!
Just now i sneezed 5 times in a row (at least). Bergegar satu opis tiap kali aku sneeze -_-
Dan esok bakal berjumpa kawan kawan sekolah yang mana dah 6 tahun tidak berjumpaa!

Dan esok akan berjumpa Qudyn!

Dan lusa akan ke Lagenda!

Bottom line sebenarnya, akan bakal semput weekend ini.

P dot s:Aisy, elok elok okay!
P dot s II:tak sabar nak berbuka dan bersahur dengan mama hari hari.tee hee.2 minggu lagi!

Dannnnn..rindu -_-

updating for the sake of updating

2010-08-11T23:18:00.007+08:00

gituh tajuk.huhu.

Oscar bagitau baju sanding saya sudah siappp.Lega.Tapi veil tak dapat guna match lace.Tak lega semula.Tapi tak penting sangat lah, can opt for another option macam guna plain chiffon kan.Baju nikah belum ye. Qudyn baru balik dari India, harap dia dapat inspirasi lepas tengok Sungai Gangga.Sekali baju nikah kau berinspirasi kan Bollywood, baru tau wahai Aliaa.

Sutterspeak dah cadangkan tarikh shoot, which was perfect since we've already canceled (dan burn deposit) our honeymoon. Tidak ada isu pon, tapi saya sudah tawar hati mahu ke sana. Yang sudah tahu, tahu lah. Yang tidak tahu, jangan buat spekulasi. Saya tidak suka.

Saya becadang mahu ke Broga Hills untuk shoot, tapi macam tak gigih mahu hiking, lepas tu shooting. Photographer dan videographer boleh jadi akan paksa saya yang pikul camera meraka. Kalau dah susah sangat, pergi Putrajaya sudah. Jangan bebankan fikiran pada perkara yang sekecil zarah.

Percaya tak, cincin bakal suami masih belum di beli. Tanya lah tuan punya jari yang cerewet itu. Sudah bagitahu Diamond & Platinum sedang sale 40% pon semacam tidak teruja.Eh bukan, macam ni lah kalau berjauhan. Susah mencari kesesuaian masa kononnya. Kalau tak dapat jugak, saya beli di kedai emas Nadi Kota, Bandar Pusat Jengka, jangan lah banyak soal ye abangggg :D

Bantal alas hantaran dan kotak semua sudah setel tapi dulang tak cukup dua. Tapi saya buat buat macam cukup saja.Malas hendak fikir sekarang.Raya nanti kalau nampak perempuan comel di Jalan Tar angkut dulang tu confirm memang saya. Masa tu memang dah haru jangan cakap lah..Tapi sebab sekang pon memang degil kan tak nak buat. Jadi biar dia rasa.

Tiga minggu ni, saya betul kena concentrate dengan kerja opis. Yang sebenarnya saya sudah tender resignation dan tidak sabar nak merdeka! Siapa yang berkelulusan Accounting boleh pm saya ye! Banyak kerja saya nak wariskan pada awak ni.he he he.

Selamat besahur semua!

رمضان المباراق

2010-08-10T17:46:00.003+08:00

Salam Ramadhan Al-Mubarak to everyone, happy fasting :)

52 days left ~~minus 30 days of beautiful Ramadhan~~ huuuu

Nawal, mana ko?

2010-08-09T15:53:00.002+08:00

ini mpp bukan kanak2 ribena tauhu.

okay lah dah ada semangat.HAHA

Loves of my life

2010-08-09T12:47:00.006+08:00

Ignore my-not-so-cool attire. It was an unplanned shoot suggested by future in-laws. Tho, i had so much fun! More pictures to come with the rest of my future beautiful family! Congratulations dear future husband, So proud of you!

God sent me this particular girl as sister

I've lost words when Nizam told me that Aisy going to leave Malaysia on 13th. It was definitely a short notice -_- She was so afraid to inform me knowing how much i want her to be by my side during The day. Knowing her since-only-God-knows-when, sharing so much silly things for years( I STILL HAVE THE PICTURES OF YOU WEARING THAT PLASTIC ON TOP OF YOUR HEAD and your crying pictures too!) Even my mother love this girl! And her family are already mine since forever.

No worries, the drama wont continues that long Aisy, I promise. I was so shock, I couldn't even let you go yesterday. We're ended up crying and hugging which was not supposed to happen as i was crying in front of my future in laws! I am blaming you for that Aisy. Making it worst, Ummi (aisy's mother) pon menangis lagi dasyat! and please stop Ehsan an emyu before they spreading our pictures!

Congratulations for the convocation and good luck in ACCA. Be good in Manchester. Jangan rindu rindu kak ya tau. We'll work on something for my big day. Perhaps, a video conference? Skype it is! Love you to bits

Ok, dah la..melodramatic sangat. Tapi mmg tak nak cakap in person to Aisy. Letih lah asyik sedih2. Sorry, kya tak boleh hantar. I'm so suck in saying goodbye. Please be back during winter dan bawak balik fridge magnets banyak2 sebab during winter kya dah ada peti ais sendiri (dan rumah sendiri) HAHA..oke, dah melalut. Love you Aisy! Ok dah cakap tadi kan..tee hee :p

My all time favorite lovebird - Ikhwan Shazni & Farhana Manaf

Congrats to adik as well. Will set the usual double date during Ramadhan before I'm leaving KL for good.

There are a lot things to be done yet I am seemingly tired to lift a finger. I am not in my element for reason/s I am still trying to figure out. I could feel that sadness is haunting me. I am not miserable to begin with, though. Lama tak rephrase mantra ni 'Semangat, datang lah!'

title-less

2010-08-05T13:34:00.008+08:00

Attention: This is a super longgggg entry :D

Two days back I’ve asked Nizam how it feels when that woman compared his little Kelisa to BMW in her blog and with too much of arrogant she is, it completely show that she choose to ride in BMW. Nizam answered with a question to me. How do you feel? I’ve asked him back does it matter, what I feel. He said, yes. I was angry. Not because of he didn’t afford to have luxury car, definitely not because of that. At least I was not that cheap. I was mad because of the way she used to attack me by using Nizam. He told me to handle this intelligently, not to harm others feeling and most importantly to protect his pride as my future husband. People are looking, reading and analyze what we’re doing. I do not know how he managed to be that calm. Even few of my close friends were freaking mad and urge me to do something.

Finally I choose not to do anything. Even this entry was not even a counter back or any similar meaning. I choose to ignore what she’s going to say about me, him or us. Please stop making up false stories, they tickle my funny bone badly. Do you know that people who start rumors have issues, and so do people who believe them. So just ignore those people and let them be off in their own little mental world.

It's almost been four years now, me and Nizam. But strange as it seems, sometimes I feel that there is so much more that I need to learn about him, from him. But at the same time, the comfort between us is like our hearts have known each other for the longest time. They say that if you get through the mandatory one-year-rough-patch, it's the first step to forever. But the fights don't matter, now we look back on it. What mattered was how we pieced US back together. How he took my hand and said that we could try again. And how we managed to take a step back to look at the bigger picture and where it could take us. That was all it took.

I silently told myself as I have finally found that special someone I have constantly been praying, searching, hoping and wanting. As I get to know this person more, I have all the more reasons to smile, to look forward to something beautiful. It maybe too early to tell how this story of us would end as it has not totally begun but what can I do? I can’t help but be excited to what the future awaits for us. I guess it is my being optimistic again inspite of how little has happened so far. Still, I keep myself grounded. I am praying that everything we are hoping with each other would be affirmed once that THE day comes. I am keeping my fingers crossed until then.

Ok, this is long enough. Congratulations, you just wasted 11 minutes of your priceless time.

P dot S: Its time to have some consideration to turn this wee one as a private Blog!

Beautiful Huda

2010-08-02T17:23:00.011+08:00

Since everyone updating about Huda's beautiful reception, i'm gonna update a lil bit of her beautiful solemnization. Huda wore a perfect kurung and a long lovely veil to match her beautiful smile. The dais was extremely beautiful that match her reception dais(the one that Haikal (Beautiful Moose's fiance) fell for.HAHA.so cute)

so beautiful that make me almost burst into tears -_-

Mas kahwin

Kak long cantik!

Adlie was obviously nervous that day but too happy to have Beautiful Huda as her wife

Praying the best for both of you

err..have i mentioned that everything was perfectly beautiful??

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P dot s: Greatness radiates from within, not from loud mouths who never cease to find fault.Beat that!

Happy Born Day Dear Me

2010-07-30T17:30:00.006+08:00

i'm officially 16 today! :D

A zillion thanks for all tons of wishes(tru fb,sms and phone call) as its really makes my day and makes me feel good. Thanks you all, so immensely touched!

and Huda is getting married tomorrow! Gosh i wish i won't create any dramas during her solemnization.Sobs

a bit of reverse psychology...

2010-07-23T16:25:00.006+08:00

Today felt like 2006. Except there's a lot of things missing. Just that the plot and the time line feels the same. Weird.

Flashback isn't a wonderful thing sometimes.

Except for this :P
this is us, back on 2007

Yesterday, Suriya texted me regarding our both posters and asked whether I'm gonna pick it up. So I've replied and said 'Definitely sunshine!and can i took the easel as well?' Then she replied,'I don't have it, your so called friend didn't return it yet.Yaadaa Yaadaaa'(too long to elobarate,so i'll save it to myself). I've forwarded the text to Nizam, and the only word that he replied was 'Demmit'.I replied with 'laugh icon' :p The one that claimed herself/himself a friend of our wasn't really a friend. So shamed of YOU.

This is when a flashback turn to not-so-wonderful. I know you'll read this. I am purposely write this to you. We might have so much common (OP,tarpaulin posters,honeymoon destination etc) but I am 100 times intelligent than you are. You might do a counter back entry on your blog like you did to my friend , and i do not care ~~(haruslah aku tak sabar baca entry kau yg mcm jhsskhgsbjkhfklsnjfkls)~~

Sentap ke dik?

Oh well, you can never please everyone and there are people who just can't resist to spoil your jolly good mood.Please stay in your own territory.

P dot s: Can't wait to get sarcastic comments, cynical feedback, spiteful conversations, malicious gossips, mean wishes, disparaging lectures, and getting acrimonious answers from you, because you're always good at that.

Have a good weekend people.

eh tak tau lah nak letak tajuk apa

2010-07-20T18:25:00.004+08:00

Please excuse the mushiness for 2 seconds... In less than 73 days, I get to marry my best friend!!! And I CANNOT wait!

That's All :D

P dot S :Kad sudah siap!!!!, poster hampir siap, ~~surat resignation sedang di draf~~, borang-borang sedang di isi, Acha dah masuk 2 tahun bulan depan dan sudah pandai nyanyi lagu nenek si bongkok tiga sampai habis dan saya sedang gila main Mall World di fb *eh? Maka, saya adalah sangat sibuk -_-

Dan semua di rumah masih terasa kehilangan Nonet (nama kat surat beranak: Messi sebab dia bayi Worldcup) Tengok, penjodoh bilangan untuk Nonet pon 'dia' sebab dia dekat di hati jkghndshgkdbnghkdgj ~~apa kau merepek ni~~
-_- haihh..rindunya T_T

ini bukan Nonet.tapi hampir sama,cuma dia lagi mok mok -_-

okay lah, wishlist besday saya ~~30 julai~~ adalah supaya Nonet pulang ke rumah.ok bai.

Hijab Style For Wedding

2010-07-15T16:08:00.005+08:00

Weh aku counter entry nawal ni.HAHA.Konon tukar sket dia punya title. Bukan apa, ini demi menyelamatkan nawal dari memakai tudung Hetty Koes Endang (yang mana meletakkan beliau sebagai HKE wannabe).Bukan tidak cantik.Tidak sesuai je.haha.cover.nti kena banned mcm Moose cakap.~~kalau kena banned kompem ada yang jadi tukang sampai mcm kau tedek keje lain ke nak buat hah??~~

Oke, kembali semula pada topik asal.eceh.Anda adalah sangat bertuah jika mempunyai bentuk muka yang bujur sireh sebab boleh pakai shawl tak pun syria lepas tu pakai anak tudung kaler warna warni selang selang macam Atiqah Adnan tu ~~lepas tu tag tag aku kat fb.eh budak ni.HAHA~~ Sangat jeles lah. Aku penah pakai lepas tu kakak aku ckp mcm muslim Nigeria kulit cerah sikit sesat kat Malaysia.Sabau je.

nakisha ~~again~~
nawal update niza, aku update lah nakisha.faham?haha

Nawal, ko nak over kan? Bawah ni over. Flashback semula, maka teringat kepada?ceh flashback macam lama gila padahal baru semalam punya cerita. doink.

herherherher
suka lah tu Nawal.ni selingan je ye.

Yang di bawah macam pakai anak tudung sahaja.So simple but nice.Pakai shawl or syria, add up accessories and wallaaa. Tak pon pakai birdcage veil for English elements.

aku teringat Sariyanti je kalau letak rantai atas kepala.eh?nawal?gelak?

kat bawah ni dari Vispera.aku dah cakap kat kak awe nak g umah dia p try test segala tudung, ko nak ikut tak nawal?aku cakap kat dia bulan lepas,sampai hari aku tak pegi2 lagi.HAHA

macam feeling2 Arab gituh

Kesimpulannya, tudung ada awning masih menjadi pujaan hati ku sementelah(?) punya raut wajah bulat mempesona(haha.mati dik mati) dan pipi gebu, hanya tudung begitu mampu mengcover segala.kahkah.

Nakisha pon pakai tudung awning. cantik tau.HAHA.Moose ni, gelak2 pulak dia. Jangan nakal2 tau.

Perantin ni tak pakai veil dan tudung dia mcm cantik nyeeee dah tak tau nak cakap apa.

cik dayah manis, ai curi gambar.Tudung by non other --> Qudyn

semalam dah tanya Qudyn kalau buat tudung awning kecik oke tak?dia cakap 'i suka tudung style cam lilit2 mcm arab' aku jawab, 'u suka u pakai lah' HAHA. biadap sikit.dia tak buat baju kau nti menangis jelah.

Makanya, tudung awning kecik jadi pilihan.dah tak sempat nak kuruskan muka ni.

Oke, bersedia untuk di bambu Nawal.Berani kau counter entry dia?Cuba lah? tak berani sila counter entry kat dairi kau je.Bai.

Dear Lynda

2010-07-12T18:39:00.006+08:00

When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.We will be there.

P dot S: Thanks for the dedication tru Hitz fm. You're such a sweethums! (too bad, i missed it T_T)

Dapat award siut

2010-07-08T16:01:00.005+08:00

1. Link kepada orang yang bagi award ni

Cik Rerama a.k.a Julia Hana

2. Nyatakan sebab musabab anda minat kaler PINK :

ada aku cakap aku suke kaler pink?wahh..nak emo saja..haha

3. Sejak bila suka kaler PINK :

eh dia ni..kan dah cakap tak suka kaler pink.nak apa lagi ni?
~~kang aku amuk cm nawal kang~~

4. Nyatakan 5 barang yang anda paling sayang yang kaler nya PINK :
Pink Sony Vaio, Pink DSLR Pentax, Pink Ipod Nano, D&G Knitwear Pink, Pink Classic Chanel
*eh?* bukan tanya pasal wish list kaler pink ke? silap pulak
~~almaklumlah 30 Julai tu bape hari je lagi.~~HAHA

5. Snap gambar anda dengan salah satu barang kaler PINK :

dah macam pink panther dah.tapi pendek.doink

6. Tag 5 kawan anda yang minat kaler PINK :
Huda, Lynda, Caki, Moose dannnnnnnnnnn Qudyn.HAHA
~~gelak je, jgn kaber kaber. ai tak suke~~

Tahukah anda?( Vol 2)

2010-07-03T13:19:00.003+08:00

Yang saya adalah sangat sibuk sehingga tidak perasan bahawa kiraan ke bawah (countdown) majlis perkahwinan saya sudah mula mencecah angkat dua digit

Yang saya sedang menghadapi masalah kulit yang separa kronik gara gara tertekan.eceh.

Yang saya sangat mahu kan bulan tujuh berlalu dengan kadar segera kerana hari jadi kesayangan2 semua jatuh bulan tujuh.HAHA.Sila paham kan maksud tersirat.

Yang saya baru sahaja membayar dan memperbaharui insurans kereta dan road tax. Ini sangat relevan jika di kaitkan dengan kenyataan di atas.

Yang saya sangat sangat sangat lama tidak online shopping (sgt lama sejak dari Vol 1 ini di tulis) Hebat!

Yang saya masih tidak membuat keputusan sama ada mahu menghantar notis berhenti kerja atau tidak. Tunggu bonus ni.HAHA

Yang saya terlupa tentang tudung2 yang bakal di pakai untuk majlis pernikahan dan bersanding padahal sendiri adalah tukang jual tudung? *eh?*

Yang saya sangat lah rindu melihat Lynda pot pet pot pet (melihat ye, bukan mendengar.ada perbezaan di situ)

Yang saya sangat lah rindu pada Huda yang selalu macam malu malu gituh padahal garanggg.HAHA.tak paham lah.

Yang saya sangat lah rasa kosong kalau Nawal kena pergi kursus sebab tiba-tiba hari saya jadi sunyi mcm cerita Sepi tu. Paling tidak, main bingo di skype pon ok

Yang saya sangat, masih, tetap akan rindukan DIA sampai bila bila. sobs :'( Adik akan wali kan, babah jangan risau k? T_T

Yang saya rasa nak menitik air mata sebab yang di atas.huwaaaaaaa.

Yang saya sebenarnya kena kerja hari ni (Sabtu) walhal orang lain pergi Bridal Fair(ceh, padahal tak kesah)

Yang saya sebenarnya adalah tidak sabar hendak berkahwin. yihaaaaaaaaa!HAHA

Vol 1 sila rujuk di SINI

Dah tahu kan?? Yang bawah ni untuk yang tak tauhu.Yang tiga org tu diammmmm.HAHA

THIS IS SO AWESOME YOUR FACE MIGHT EXPLODE SO PROCEED WITH CAUTION *lol*

Current issues......

2010-06-29T16:09:00.005+08:00

Alhamdullilah, I am now another step closer to become a certificated wife, legal according to Islam. Done with the ~~bored~~ kursus kahwin,(dan dapat markah 98% dalam test menandakan apa??) here's comes another issue(s).

Issue 1

I have to cancel my MUA (shemale, with the big a** boobs, remember?Do not ask why i have to canceled her..or him..or whatever), and book another one (IN THREE MONTHS!!!!) which is kinda hard to find the one that match ~~his~~ my criteria. Siapa yang hendak di andam kan ni? T_T i was thisss close to book Kak Naza from Derina, but unfortunately she's no longer available during my wedding day. Kak Naza did suggested one of her team, but i haven't decided yet. Nawal, kak anis's charge is wayyyyy than our expected.ceh over..nti amek kak anis, kena letak gambar kau banyak2 kat entry.HAHA.Susah-susah, memang Aina Fatiha lah jadi mummy andam aku.hahahahahaha..siap link, tak tahannn.Mahukan perkhidmatan Puan Aina? Sila hubungi beliau di talian 019-9 fine fine nak diam lah ni kak long.

Issue 2

Wording untuk poster belum decide!!!!!!!! Lepas tu bergaduh sebab pilihan tidak sama, tapi poster adalah satu sahaja. Maka, poster jadi tiga.eh? dua sahaja dua

Issue 3

Masih belum decide bila dimana ~~kenapa bagaimana siapa kau kenapa??~~ untuk shooting dengan Shutterspeak sementelah aku adalah sangat busy ~~body~~ T_T And yes, it will be our pre-wedding session! Tapi tarikh mereka sangat lah limited. Dan tempat?aku pon tak tauhu..buat entry ni mmg nak suruh korang suggest lah..tapi tau dahh, mesti takde yang suggest..aku tak nak update belog kang baru tauhu.HAHA.emo minta lempeng.eh?

Issue 4

Should i or should i not continue my current job? I still haven't heard about the previous interview T_T terasa loser lah. My boss keep asking me the exact date of my last working day. Hendak buat kenduri ke apa?teehee. i can't imagine myself being a ~~cute~~ weekend wife, but i can't imagine not having my own money as well!buat nya tak dapat kerja lain kannnn? Dangggg

Oke, sekian terima kasih.
oh, yang nak guna kan khidmat Aina Fatiha tu, boleh bgtau saya directly ye

HHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..ok ok kak long...hendak chocolate saucing pudding lagi lah

Tiring, happening,winning and pening?

2010-06-22T18:15:00.004+08:00

I don't know how to start, but as you're already know (felt like i was the last one to know about this.), yours truly has won the Shutterspeak contest for the Grand prize - E-moment worth Rm3,300.00! As been told by Nawal, i was so 'lost' after received Nawal's prank call but thanks to her for the ~~naughty~~ call :p .Congrats to Nawal as well! Ya ampun gila seronok aku sebab dua2 menang! Tahniah utk Atiqah jugaaaa(boleh ambik gmba post wedd or with baby bumps perhaps?hee)I' m so thankful.Thank you for clicking the links in this entry.Again, Thanks Shutterspeak Team, so immensely touched!

Enough about the winning thingy. My weekend was tiring but fun even misi mencari cadar idaman mama gagal (memang sengaja bold.HAHA).doink. Dari Semua House ke Plaza City One, lepas tu ke Jakel dan Sogo,semua tidak menepati citarasa bonda. Maka, cadar akan di jahit sendiri oleh bonda complete dengan beading segala.Oke tak, aku propa sahaja.HAHA.

Tapi yang penting, kad sudah settle! Moose, Sumpit, sila lah pergi area Plaza Pudu. Tempat printing sangat banyak okeh, tapi aku tak sempat survey harga sebab pergi hari ahad, semua kedai pon tutup kecuali kedai kad daku *eceh
Sangat suka lah dengan kad sendiri lepas tu siap seludup kad contoh.Ya ampun jangan tiru ye.Nak buat apa dgn sample tu pon aku sendiri tak tauhu.Padahal bukan nama sendiri pon.tak paham.HAHA.

Dah setel kad, terus pergi Mid Valley hunting barang hantaran..Heaven nye dengan sale last day dan happy hour! Lepas tu kan, beli satu barang kan dapat pulak dua tiket wayang free kan. Kalau beli empat barang?sila kira sendiri berapa tike wayang free? Bakal suami siap beli luggage camel active ye.Amboi nak pegi mana tu??herherher

Then off to Bangi to meet Bingkisan team to take the sample of bunga pahar and discuss about cakes for fiance's side. And yesterday was the climax for the whole activities. The shoot! Punya lah seronok and i love the outcome so much i can't even express it in words.Suriya sangat best! I'll let you be the judge (maaf ye,kesan dari contest masih ada saki baki nya) in THREE MONTH TIME.bwek.

P dot s: Please excuse the mix up language yang sangat melampau. Aku sangat pening.doink( tgk, buat lagi..teehee)

P dot S(vol 2): Sessi memberi alamat akan bermula.....SEKARANG! sila email kan alamat anda kepada aliaafarhanalokman~~comel~~@yahoo.com
(HAHA.buang lah comel tu, jgn sengal sangat) nak bagi kat sini pon boleh juga.sekian terima kasih.

3 months and the card

2010-06-14T16:36:00.008+08:00

well, who knows one old method to reduce hot fever is still working pretty damn well like using damp towel and put it on the forehead. i was so sick of being sick. But i still believe in medicine. i believe KK more than Panadol. oke, apa melalut ni. Pengenalan yang tidak bagus dan jauh dari topik.

i have three months left, and i have no wedding invitation progress. boleh tak aku macam ni? so this weekend will be(or should be?) the-money-spending-weekend and The card should be done so that we could pass it during Super B's convocation. Pocket-type card is the best option as we will have 3 separate event which consist, My side reception, Night event on his side and Majlis bertandang. The night event will be in a seat down manner, so ONLY certain people will be invited (i know, it sounds mean T_T blurghhhh)

Next Monday, we gonna have studio shoot session at GA for the poster and the theme will be black and white. Okay, i just made that. We don't have any theme, but I've downloaded the fake mustache template for me and a red sexy lips for him :p Lets pray that we're gonna look good or else, I'll ask them to do a major editing (especially on me!)

and i am so going to borrow Alesya's new transparent and polka dot umbrella! HAHA ~~i can imagine we're going to look SILLY 0_o~~

P dot s: dalam sibuk untuk persiapan kahwin, puasa jangan lupa ganti ye
(aku lah tu..teehee)

Senyap senyap pon best apa?

2010-06-09T13:44:00.001+08:00

Been super busy, had fever with high temperature since last week, three times of blood test for a week, 4 different doctors, being suspected of Dengue, Kak long's bibik death because of stupid evil snatch thieve and unwell Alesya is the reason of THE silent.

By the way,

Congratulations to Asna, FARA(ampunnnnnn), Aim, Zaza, Lynn, Dhiya for your lovely day! (hope i don't missed anyone tho)

P dot S: Love my bunga pahar and bunga tangan to bits. But Mamazilla wants another set of bunga pahar for Malam Berinai. I don't know since when i have Malam Berinai. What to wear? Kain pelekat ai yai yai yai

Shutterspeak (oh- i'm-so-wanna-win-this!!)

2010-05-31T16:08:00.000+08:00

STICKY POST

The first time I've seen their work was last year while doing my daily web browsing :p And since that I've lost count on how many times I've stalk their fabulous works. I've remembered, it was Nakisha & Zack's wedding pictures who introduce this 'magic hands' to me and since that, they became a must daily dosage ;)

rasa jatuh cinta kann tengok mereka (see how magic it was!!)

tengokk tengokkk.. the moment captured by them was brilliant!

~~okay, fine..kalau tak secantik Nakisha, saya masib boleh berangann kann~~
tee hee

auuummmmm..how lovely!
~~hebatnya la ambek gambar,kecik kecik korang makan apa??jeles makk~~

It was so perfect.How do you recognize perfection? Perfection that makes the heart beat faster, that beckons you from across the room. That is how i felt when i see those pictures.

Like love at first sight, sometimes you just know it when you see it.

Anddddddddd..even watching their latest video of Muaz & Fiona (Catriona Ross's sister) makes me excited, goosebumps, nervous and feverish all at the same time! See for yourself :)

and i believe they are one of Adlin Aman Ramli & Emelda official photographers too. Click here for more :)

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This entry is mainly about SpeakAboutUs Contest.by Shutterspeak

Since my-so-not-yet-confirm-wedding-date will be after Raya, it would be a great opportunity if i win this.HAHA.Korang bride to be ke,student ke,mummy-going-to- be ke,nak join, jangan lah malu malu..~~tapi takyah lah buat entry meletop letop sangat,nanti aku tak menang.HAHA~~ hish jahat kann :p

korang cepat komen banyak banyak baru archiprezmosis dan zeozadan bagi aku menang.hiks.baik punya konspirasi.

p/s: entry ini juga akan di hakimi oleh pihak penaja kuw.Super b, bolehh lahh..sayang awak HEHEHEHEHEHE

Esok adalah hari yang paling menakutkannnnnnn

2010-05-24T14:53:00.002+08:00

mari bluffing dengan bergaya

imagine the interviewers were an Aliens.It helps. ~~i wish!~~ :c

kahkahkah

Honestly, I'm not ready for the interview T_T (prepare Padini suit je utk presentation slot. Biar bergaya asal berjaya.HAHA) Lets pray that they'll give a simple arithmetic questions and a propa-able essay/case study questions tomorrow!) sumpah rasa macam nak ambik final exam during final semester on final year T_T Right now, freaking out is the ONLY option i have. Danggg!

P dot S: Do pray for me people!

Tagged untuk orang yang jarang hapdate tapi up to date.eh?

2010-05-21T18:50:00.004+08:00

The RULES :

i)select the 8th photo on your facebook profile

ii)post it along with the story about the photo

Gambar diambil selepas *cough* sarung cincin pada Satu Januari Dua Ribu Sepuluh. Dah, habis cerita. HAHA. Mahu tauhu lebih lanjut? Klik labels E-day di belah kanan mukasurat. ~~sumpah, nawal kompem maki jap lagi~~

Saya tak mahu tag siapa siapa, baik tak saya? :p teehee

P dot s: sumpah aku buat entry ni 5minit setengah je nawal.hahahahaha.Huda, Lynda, rindu!

My Checklist 3

2010-05-17T14:18:00.004+08:00

1. Groom :p Ticked
2. Sila pergi Kursus Pra Perkahwinan (will be 'Ticked' next month,percayalah)
3. Ambil borang kebenaran berkahwin di Pejabat Agama Negeri
4. HIV test
5. Nikah oufit - Sent to Qudyn, confirmed design and now crossing fingers.Ticked
6. Reception oufit - Material, design and everything by Oscar from Lagenda.40% deposit paid.Material for his outfit, bought.Ticked
7. Bertandang dress - A simple empire dress design by Qudyn, no material bought so far.doink.design sudah confirm, material odw tp kira boleh Ticked la.haha
8. Photographer - 10% deposits done by Super B ;P Ticked
9. Bridesmaids outfit - Bought for 6 girls in Dusty pink.Ticked
Honor of bridesmaid sila sabar.ngeh
10. Khatam outfit - Material bought.simple kurung with heartthrob skirt :p by Qudyn Ticked and another kurung with beads and lace patched for hantaran Ticked
11. Family's attire during reception - Material bought.Ticked
12. Family's attire during solemnization - Pakai baju raya Ticked
13. Bunga pahar dan bunga tangan - Done, but i haven't pick them yet.Ticked
14. VIP doorgift - Already bought for half of the list.
15. Doorgift/Favors - Received the quotation, mamazilla approved. Bulan depan book :D Ticked (nak tick jgk even tak book)
16. Invitation card - Received the quot, still considering the quantity.Design has been finalize.(KENA REVISE!!BENCI)
17. Bedroom set - err leave itu Mamazilla Ticked
18. Wedding shoe(s) - 3 designs in mind, a custom-made shoes made at Maju Junction (hoping for other option perhaps as they only can do a 3 and 1/2 inch heels)
19. Hantaran - 1/11 only.HAHA. perhaps 2.(hoi 11 ko tau yaya!)
20. Honeymoon - Booked
21. Hantaran boxes - 4 , Hantaran tray - need to add 2 more
22. Lose weight.haha. Definitely not ticked. (mungkin trick semata.duhh)
23. Pelamin - yet to discuss with the decorator. Leave it to Mama 100% as she'll gonna take part with the team to do my dais (i love my E-day dais, so definitely believe in her touch) Ticked
24. Wedding cake - Mama wants real cake for bottom and dummies for the upper and i want a cake that can be eaten. See what I'm dealing with?
25. Photoshoot in studio for tarpaulin poster and konon-konon backdrop (Super B's yang request.not me) Called GA team, confirmed with the quotation, but haven't set the date yet. Mungkin bulan depan. Oh no! tidak sempat nak kurus T_T
26. Doorgift during solemnization - Kak long and abang sponsor.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA (kak long Huda mahu sponsor boleh juga. Nawal dan dauh pon nak sponsor? haih,susah2 aje. haa?Lynda ponn?? teeeeeeettttt....huuuu..tak tauhu nak bagi apa lahh..DIY perhaps?

Ticked bertambah, list pon kena bertambah ke?sobs

P dot S: Spotted a pretty blogger yesterday. Tapi dah odw balik baru perasan siapa. Boleh?

Who's getting married on 25th September 2010?

2010-05-10T10:09:00.002+08:00

Hah..kalau siapa siapa yang berkahwin, atau planning nak kahwin, atau konon konon nak kahwin pada tarikh di atas dan belum ada makeup artist lepas tu mahu makeup ala ala diva gituh tapi semua top MUA tak available sebab diaorg cuti raya sebulan, boleh lah ambik Ayang Kamel.teehee.

Ayah Nawal mahu event di malam hari, makanya event siang telah dibatalkan tapi deposit segala sudah bayau kepada Ayang Kamel. Semua pon tauhu bukan senang nak dapat slot dengan beliau bukan?Ini adalah peluang anda.Anda dapat makeup artist diva, eh maksud saya anda akan jadi pengantin diva, Nawal dapat semula deposit ~~untuk beli hadiah wedding kakak cantik nya seminggu selepas itu~~HAHAHAHA.eh serius ni.

Untuk sebarang pertanyaan, boleh lah email kan kepada nurun_nawal@yahoo.com pronto! (eh pronto pronto itu tidak ada. saya ter copy dari blog nawal.layankan aje)

p dot s: kot kalau2 anda ada dinner or rumah terbuka Aidilfitri pada 25 September 2010 pon boleh juga buat makeup diva apa? atau mungkin anda mahu menjadi tetamu Nawal paling diva?pon boleh amek Ayang Kamel. tak gituh?

Hantaran

2010-05-07T15:58:00.000+08:00

Maksud saya dulang hantaran ye, bukan jumlah duit hantaran. Jangan tanya berapa, saya tidak tauhu menauhu(HAHA). Kalau tauhu pon saya tidak suka membicarakan tentang ini dengan kamu. ecececece

Dulang hantaran sudah beli 9 biji tiba-tiba bakal suami mahu beri 9 dulang, maka demi menyusun adat yang bonda pegang maka kena tambah lagi 2 biji. Koleksi terdahulu sudah oldskool dan sangat berat maka duduk dalam almari diam2 wahai tembaga.

Ingat baju perantin je boleh patching lace? Alas dulang pon sudah patch tauhu?

Tengok, sangat cantik bukan???Lunda mesti suka sebab ada lace.

Tapi kalau guna bantal bukankah sangat 'in' sekarang? Dah guna untuk alas hantaran, boleh guna untuk ~~tidur~~ dekorasi rumah gituh.~~kalau ada anak 11 orang mesti dapat satu sorang.HAHA~~

Google google, jumpa, pastu email dan tanya, kak, nak tempah bantal 4 segi macam ni berapa hengget? Besar tak ni kak? Kalau nak fabric lain boleh? Tak licin ke kak?

Kakak bantal pon reply,RM28/pc untuk 4 segi. HAHA. kau tanya macam-macam ingat orang sempat nak layan ke perempuan?

Berangan nak bantal macam Arma tau...berangan nak best jee..ade ke orang berangan tak best kan? HAHA. Kan, boleh buat sendiri, yang bintang2 tu ada kat Semua House, tassle tu kedai langsir mesti ada kan. Pergi buat sendiri sekarang, pastu ai pinjam.tee hee :D

Yang bulat ni sangat comel tapi tak boleh letak tassle. Kakak bantal cakap yang ni murah sikit RM25/pc

Siapa jiran dia ada buat bantal? Bukan bantal kekabu lah.aku spank jugak karang.

Papa saya sudah kawen :)

2010-05-04T16:57:00.008+08:00

i know i know..papa's reception was held on 3rd of April, and on 4th of May baru terkedek kedek nak update.tee hee :D I didn't have the chance to join my besties during Papa's side at Kluang, so she ask me to join her Majlis bertandang at Summit Hotel.

hee hee.makan sampai kenyang u'olls. Nawal, sit down manner (or whatever people called it) wasn't that bad. We've been serve with dancers that hold this cute-big swan that glow in dark.Sumpah comel gile kot.And they had this band manage by Lan Kristal (if I'm not mistaken :p)

Sebab apa kek pengantin selalu nya kek buah?sebab tahan lama eh Dhiyot?I don't like fruit cake. Kakak cantik, saya mahu plain butter cake (with filling. nyum! mcm molten cake).HAHA.

Papa sgt comel please!These lovey birdie knowing each other tru the net and here they are! ~~macam saya dan nizam juga :P~~

Selamat pengantin baru to kak dayah and abang bad (the lovely couple who sit next to US)! Feel bad as me and nizam couldn't make it to your big day. We've got confused and tot that your guys are getting married next month! T_T rupa2 nya last week.doink

Puan Papa and Encik Mama? i wonder what papa's nephews and nieces will call Azrai as they used to call her cik papa :D

meeting old friends was indefinable moment! Dangg..kasihan syawal asyik kena choi dengan Nizam :p

hey shweetums, i wish you were here or i am there.

During end of the day, he gave me this:

Cuppies from Bingkisan

P dot s: Long distance relationship is NO fun!

My Checklist 2

2010-05-03T09:20:00.004+08:00

1. Groom :p Ticked
2. Sila pergi Kursus Pra Perkahwinan
3. Ambil borang kebenaran berkahwin di Pejabat Agama Negeri
4. HIV test
5. Nikah oufit - Sent to Qudyn, but up till now didn't finalize the design.Ticked
6. Reception oufit - Material, design and everything by Oscar from Lagenda.40% deposit paid.Material for his outfit, bought.Ticked
7. Bertandang dress - A simple empire dress design by Qudyn, no material bought so far.doink
8. Photographer - 10% deposits done by Super B ;P Ticked
9. Bridesmaids outfit - Bought for 6 girls in Dusty pink.Ticked
Honor of bridesmaid sila sabar.ngeh
10. Khatam outfit - Material bought.
11. Family's attire during reception - Material bought.Ticked
12. Family's attire during solemnization - None
13. Bunga pahar dan bunga tangan - Done, but i haven't pick them yet.Ticked
14. VIP doorgift - Already bought for half of the list.
15. Doorgift/Favors - Bulan depan book :D
16. Invitation card - Received the quot, still considering the quantity.Design has been finalize.
17. Bedroom set -
18. Wedding shoe(s) - 3 designs in mind, a custom-made shoes made at Maju Junction (hoping for other option perhaps as they only can do a 3 and 1/2 inch heels)
19. Hantaran - 1/11 only.HAHA
20. Honeymoon - Booked
21. Hantaran boxes - 4 , Hantaran tray - need to add 2 more
22. Lose weight.haha. Definitely not ticked
23. Pelamin - yet to discuss with the decorator. Leave it to Mama 100% as she'll gonna take part with the team to do my dais (i love my E-day dais, so definitely believe in her touch) Ticked

Spot the different? tee hee

Anda cantik jika klik sini!

2010-04-27T16:53:00.004+08:00

Makan keropok petang petang,
Hati-hati takut ada tulang,
widget hilang, link kesayangan2 juga hilang,
Inilah akibat kalau miang T_T

Jangan main2 dengan machine gun,
Takut berlaku kemalangan,
Jangan malu jangan segan,
Sila tinggalkan link anda, sayannnggg.

HAHAHAHHAHAHA machine gun dengan segan tu mcm tak patut sahaja.apalah aku dah buat ni..habis hilang semuaaaa.Tensi!

P dot S: Gambar terapi dari OP. heeeeee. Its all about rhymes you know.doink

Bride's motherzilla Syndrome

2010-04-23T17:15:00.004+08:00

hah?penah dengar?penah alami?

Situasi 1

mama, kita sewa jelah baju bersanding.
eh, tempah jelahh..nanti2 boleh sewa/jual kan.
maa, sewa je...senang sikit..
pegi tempah lahh..bukan senang nak cari kaler tu.
*kruk kruk

Situasi 2

bunga tangan, bunga pahar dah siap, pegilah ambik, mama dah bayar deposit.
dah nak kena ambik ke ma?(dlm hati, 5bln lagi kan?saya pon tak tau cmne rupenya)
ambik je, nanti tak rasa sgt..
bahek Puan

Situasi 3

eh, angah kene kurus lagi ni
*kruk kruk
nah makan herbalife..dah less 40% kann mama bagi
free takleh?huhuhuhu..bahek bunda

Situasi 4

angah, langsir hari tu tak cukup lahh.nak buat scallop rapat2.
ok, nanti g beli.berapa meter tak cukup ma?
23meter (23 kau tahu)
mama nak buat untuk orang sebelah rumah ke?kuikui..oke oke..heeeeeee

Comel kan mama?
Esok Haji Jadi Mama ke 58.Mahu bagi apa?Tahun depan ai bagi cucu ye mama sayang.HAHAHAHAHAHA.i L.O.V.E you muahhhhh

Venice sudah, Melbourne bila pula?Edisi Dua ni.

2010-04-20T11:40:00.006+08:00

Tahukah anda bahawa perjalanan ke Venice mengambil masa yang sama dengan perjalanan ke Jengka?HAHA.Sudah lah polis mengorat di LCCT(okay over,bukan naik fligt pon..naik jet hitam saje.Huda marah saya propa lebih2 jadi LCCT adalah KL Sentral.Venice, Cheras ye bukan Venice, Italy),dapat pula cookies Famous Amos sebagai bekal sepanjang perjalanan, tak lupa juga printed Google maps segala(seperti mahu di frame kan saja kerana ada dlm kereta hitam ku.hahahahahhaha)

Macam yang anda baca di entry Jalan Jalan Pergi Venice Edisi Satu,(entry ini kira macam sambung dari entry Nawal ye.tu pun nak kena explain ke?HAHAHA) Lepas dah sign2 autograp di guestbook Ida yang comel tu,terus Lynda serbu tempat makan.Tapi ai yang sampai dulu.Camno?

Makanan adalah sangat sedap(dan juga mungkin perjalanan jauh ke Venice menyebabkan kami sgt lapar?)Tema Garden Wedding Ida sgt menjadi..Mawar putih, kekwa putih, orkid putih, atas bukit ,angin sepoi sepoi gituh , band nyanyi lagu2 oldies, dekat dgn pool..huwaa...what else do you need?

Ida's Dress was so perfect that fits her tall figure body.SS semua tengelam sampai Ida kena tunduk.HAHA.Comel tau semua SS.eh?
Thanks Ida, 1st time jumpa macam dah 8 kali jumpa ye(SS lagi lah, felt like i known them forever!)Doorgift juga sangat comel ~~walaupon doorgift aku nawal terkebas~~ hahahahahha.Dapat bunga mawar putih juga.hehehe..oke ida, kitorg kebas sebenarnya.HAHA

the bride with complete soulsisters

huahuahua.haruslah feeling2 ala in heaven gituh :D

wajah kesayangan hamba
Lynda,Nawal dan Huda
kalaulah ada Lunda, mesti sempurna!Haha.Lunda, ai lap yu.

Dah, pergi minta Huda update pasal pelamin Ida. ai dah abes idea.HAHA

P dot S: Anniversary Ida sama dengan tarikh official SS jumpa. Mungkin kita patut celebrate bersama Ida tahun hadapan?HAHAHAHAHHAHA.

Heeeeeeeeeee :D

2010-04-16T11:20:00.005+08:00

The news might not that huge as been told :p But it is to me (and dearie SS) :) So, let keep it short. My online boutique is now kicking back as usual! So, check it out here

NOT! hahahahahahahhahahahahahahhaha..silap lah..silapp

Sila kelik sini untuk lihat koleksi lama. Nanti saya update okeh.
AFL Collection is now collaborate with Zamrud Collection, which all the tudung are hand made :) Presenting Ayu Raudhah in Zamrud Collection :)

jual tudung sahaja, bukan orang nya. jangan tanya saya perihal kisah cinta nya. saya tidak akan bagitau.HAHAHA.No more Sally :D

Okeh, semalam jumpaa..eh bukan semalam..kelmarin. Kelmarin jumpa Huda-spread my happiness. Huda belanja u'olls.Tapi lps tu aku hantar dia balik rumah dengan selamat.Makanya, adil lah kan.HAHA

Maaf huda, aku besau, maka, makan space.HAHA

Huda, ni entri pendek je.Nanti ko frust pulak bile klik.HAHA

2010-04-09T17:36:00.000+08:00

I've got news. Big news, in fact. Most would probably even call it HUGE news.

But you guys can't know yet.

But as soon as things are finalized you will know. And you will die of awesomeness.

Get ready.

P dot S:what if my MUA is a shemale with big a** boobs who used to be my best boy friend during secondary school which now turn to be a beautiful woman with hotness and to-die-for body?

Surat terbuka

2010-04-07T17:05:00.002+08:00

Dear City of BB (somewhere in Malaysia),

When the thermometer says 50 degrees and it is 5:45 PM, something is wrong with your weather.

I had flu and I'm not happy with it. Do you know how it feels when your eye balls are hot and facing acute pain in joint and also doing the-ultimate-hattrick-sneezing-every half an hour? I am facing one!

And now, I'm craving for this

And i am having ~~bridal~~ writers block. btw, Qudyn is ~~hot~~ having his own blog. Check him out.

Hugs,
Aliaa

P Dot S: no need to contact Qudyn tru me anymore. And just for you to know, i DID NOT received any discount for doing this. I'm just helping a friend.

Panic Attack

2010-04-01T09:38:00.003+08:00

So I woke up around 3:30-ish this morning and had a full-fledged panic attack.

Amazing. Except not really.

I had a dream that even once I woke up I swore it was real...

In my dream, I was planning on wearing my late grandmother's wedding dress. (In real life, I am not.) In the dream, the dress looked nothing like my granny's actual wedding dress, but I just knew it was her dress (dreams are tricky like that sometimes).

I was on my final fitting a week before the wedding and we realized that the flowy skirt wasn't actually a skirt...IT WAS PANTS!

I literally was sitting in my room this morning until I realized...that mama's call last night was really affecting my sleep (nasib lynda tak masuk dalam mimpi bcoz we were busy text-ing each other before i sleep.kalau tak, aku salah kan ko lynda.HAHA)

Mama wants our wedding attire (reception) to be done by THIS month! and i have totally zero idea of it!

6 more months of this, people. Deal with it.

P dot S: Punish Man Severely

Fairytales

2010-03-30T11:17:00.005+08:00

Once upon a time, there was a girl named Aliaa. Aliaa was pretty, smart and had a constant case in choosing shoes. Seriously, this girl was awesome. Aliaa had a very nice fiance named Nizam who was lovely and strong and witty and nice to hang out with. He was pretty awesome too.

After a while, Nizam decided to set his career far far away from Aliaa. She was a bit sad. But being a good fiance, she held all her love to show how supportive she was.

One day, Aliaa got to hang out with Nizam and bought few things for their wedding preparations. Then, out of nowhere, Nizam came with a very cute shopping bag in his hands. It was a surprise for Aliaa.

It was a thank you gift for being so pretty and supportive. And it came in the form of platform heels that match her wedding dress.

And they lived happily ever after.

blurghh. i'm having problem in finding shoes tho i have many of them but ended up wearing it twice sebab tak comfy. I have 3 pairs in my moving closet (my car) and the rests (u don't wanna know the numbers of it) at home. Any suggestions for comfy wedding shoes is much appreciated :) or i'll ended up by just wearing this

Awesomeness!

P/S: cerita yang di atas adalah dongeng semata.bai(tapi kalau dapat hadiah tak comfy MUNGKIN takpe)

My Checklist

2010-03-29T15:59:00.005+08:00

1. Sila pergi Kursus Pra Perkahwinan
2. Ambil borang kebenaran berkahwin di Pejabat Agama Negeri
3. HIV test
4. Nikah oufit - Sent to Qudyn, but up till now didn't finalize the design.Ticked
5. Reception oufit - nay,nada,yilek T_T
6. Photographer - 10% deposits done by Super B ;P Ticked
7. Bridesmaids outfit - Bought for 6 girls in Dusty pink.Ticked
Honor of bridesmaid sila sabar.ngeh
8. Khatam outfit - Material bought.
9. Family's attire during reception - Material bought.Ticked
10. Family's attire during solemnization - None
11. Bunga pahar dan bunga tangan - Sudah tempah.i loike.Ticked
12. VIP doorgift - Already bought for half of the list.
13. Doorgift/Favors - Bulan depan book :D
14. Invitation card - haven't received the quot yet
15. Bedroom set -
16. Wedding shoe(s) -
17. Hantaran - 1/11 only.HAHA
18. Honeymoon - Booked
19. Hantaran boxes - 4 , Hantaran tray - need to add 2 more
20. Lose weight.haha. Definitely not ticked
21. Pelamin - yet to discuss with the decorator

the list continues..i have exactly 6 months, but i haven't looking for another job T_T. Sigh.

May this month find you with sustained good shopping karma.haha

Official photographer

2010-03-24T11:36:00.004+08:00

babai sapex
(kak long's reception)

babai jay
(Nizam's sister during reception)

babai fad
(everybody-know-who)

:)

ours?heeeeeeee

Lets pray that our photos gonna be perfect :) Already booked for 4 events (book mulut je tapi nyaa.HAHA.ye, ye..mggu depan akan bank in 10% deposit) Siapa? alaaa..nanti laaa..kan baru book mulut..kang tak jadi kang ;P

Have loads to update, but let me enjoying my works after 2+2days of holidays :p ohhh, miss my soulsisters ;)

Aegis and Fir Wedding day

2010-03-15T13:23:00.009+08:00

Simple and beautiful.This two words describe Aegis and Fir wedding. I don't have pictures with her during her nikah T_T But anyways, it's not about having pics that I'm excited about. The main event itself is so much exciting and dream-at least for them. It's like some fairy tale, some twists and turns, dreams shattering and then coming alive. And as it's my best friend's wedding, it has an happy ending; just like the candy floss love movies. i adore the sweet simplicity ;)

the pretty bride

Makeup :AmyJanz
Solemnization attire : Qudyn
Pic: curi.haha

Dear Aegis, sorry for not being there holding your hand before the akad...ecececece..i was busy when your text-ing me..busy makan roti jala 2 kali kat luar.Makanan adalah sedappp.Lupa tanya katering mana :p.HAHA.Plus, i believe all the lovely family member's were there for you ;) i kan pengepit, bukan pengapit :D

the preparation

Makeup :AmyJanz
Reception attire : Qudyn
Photographer: Fad Manaf

Her pink dress was oh-so-gorgeous!But due to the 4 days-before-wedding-day FEVER, she seems to lose a few inch here and there..tapi kalau tak demam, baju tu tak padan sebab dah gain weight.Blame the ayam penyet last week Aegis..dan juga Subway.HAHAHAHAHA.

Gambar lain tunggu Fad Manaf lah.~~how sad FM couldn't make it for my W-day.Aegis, aku sedeh lahh...mintak quot special dari Fir Hood lah.kahkahkah~~ eh,serius ni.

okay, layan je video di bawah.Aegis nangis..wuuuu wuuuuu

May happiness be with both of you :)

Semua orang pon cantik

2010-03-11T17:27:00.005+08:00

Nawal cantik bagi saya award blogger cantik. Thanks Nawal ;)

Dan untuk 15 orang lang lagi cantik dari saya, calon calon nya adalah:

1) Amal Farahin Lokman (kena ckp adik paling cantik..sbb..sbb..its in the genes!HAHAHAHAHAHA.tak memain je..nti semua menyampah)
2) Ayu
3) Moose
4) Elle
5) Dhiya
6) Ajwin Ajeera
7) sis nadia
8) Hana Diyanah
9) Ellena
10) Ellie Nadia (Ellie, sorry...kak ya tak dapat pegi wedding ellie T_T)
11) Ummi
12) Aisy
13) Adli
14) Farwalis
15) Rafiq

yang 3 last tetap 'cantik dalam' di mata saya :)

oke bai

Saya tahu siapa yang buat baju Aliah Anas.heee

2010-03-10T12:58:00.007+08:00

heeeee :D i owe so many apologies for not updating my blog.Nawal dan Lyndot saja yang tahu betapa busy nya saya :p (eceh mak enon.malas di katanya busy)

As been planned, we went to Khareyana Spa last Saturday and it was AWESOME! It's located at PJ in front of PERKESO Building.Aunty Zam, the owner were super nice!I've got the best massage girl pastu Aegis marah aku.HAHA.Both of us choose Traditional Balinese Body Ritual package and Wun decided to choose Sensual Signature (sebab nak mandi susu punya pasal.doink)

tak tipuuu..mmg santek!

this is the only way to go to your room.yang gayat2 dan tak reti berenang tayah mimpi nak bilik paling jauh.HAHA.oke tak, tipu je.cetek je kot.caki, tayah mengada nak bagi ikan makan plak.memang tak boleh bawak g spa la budak ni.heh.Me and Aegis sharing the same room since we agreed to choose the same package.HAHA.over ko..nak sama dengan pengantin je, kire Aegis dah bersedia, aku pon sama lah.HAHAHAHAHA.Wun nak mandi susu, so p dok sorang2. kehkehkeh

semua auwww sekarang! Go and check their website!

Info:

Traditional Balinese Body Ritual
Balinese full body massage.Clean and polish the whole body with bali lulur powder. Bali boreh body mask is applied to the whole body to lift out impurities and dead skin.Quick shower and application of moisturizing cream

Sensual Signature The sensual scrub applied thoroughly all over the body & followed by a shower. Full body massage and milk bath .

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For those who mail-ed me regarding Qudyn, kindly please wait.Sumpah tak sempat nak reply email2 korang T_T

By the way, guess who did Aliah's dress (Aliah Anas tu)? Qudyn laaaa..hehe :p

dah, tak payah lah tanya yang mana satu Qudyn.aku pukul nanti.

P/s:Huda,mana ko?Aku pukul ko nak?

Khareyana Spa & Qudyn

2010-03-04T12:00:00.005+08:00

Harap maklum, Khareyana Spa dan Qudyn adalah tiada kaitan.HAHA.

My dear Aegis getting married in 8 days! Jadi, saya dan wun akan menjadi peneman setia Aegis untuk ke Spa! sumpah excited walaupon saya tak tau apa yang bakal berlaku(dramaaa..teettt) Yang saya tauhu, Pakej Spa 3 jam (habis lah aku) untuk threesome telah Aegis booking.

Been doing some research, and the places seems so eye-catching! Sumpah aku tanak balik!!HAHA

Process for all the Spa treatments: hydrophil, body scrub, shower, steam, body massage, body mask, herbal bath, body lotion and hot/cold drink

alalala..buat pre-wedding shot kat sini macam cantik je!

see-through mirror, maka saya dan wun akan menggunakan peluang dengan sebaik mungkin untuk skodeng aegis.HAHAHA. Fir, sila menangis.doink

Makanya, jika saya tertidur tolonglah kejut sebab saya memang tak cukup tidur 2 minggu ni :D

Best kan? :D

On the other note, we're going to Qudyn's Studio to collect her dresses! Tolonglah email saya (aliaafarhanalokman@yahoo.com) dengan kadar segera untuk segala pertanyaan dalam masa 2 hari.HAHA.tak aku main main je. I'm a bit busy, i might could not entertain all the emails in a proper way. I could just give you guys his number. Nak reveal kat sini kang Qudyn marah tanak buat baju aku camne? HAHA.over.

Qudyn ensem

hehe.oke bai.

Back bones

2010-03-01T16:13:00.005+08:00

this is like a really bad timing for bad things to come at the same time. I've been sick (mentally) since last week, but now recovering. but I'm still glad for what has happened.

I always tell myself, see all the bad things that come as few separate events no matter how close those events happen next to each other. they are just coincidental. no such thing as bad luck. but see good things that come together as a group, a cluster of good things, then, call it good luck.

Well, as for now, there's no wedding's update or anything similar to that because i'm too busy with ~~works~~ anything that's not relate to wedding!HAHA

The main reason I'm updating my blog, because i have such a good friends who care so much about me. Texting, fb-ing segalaa...I'm so lucky to have my girls :) (you-know-who-you-are)

terima kasih tulang belakang semua :)

ehhh..cop...nak tunjuk satu ni...

sukaaaaaa

meletss lah.santek kan.ececece.nak jugak update pasal wedding sket.sbb nti korang tak komen entry ni.HAHA.keji gile.

p/s:saya curi gambar.tologlah halalkah wahai Syomir Izwa.2 gambar yg bwh je nawal,gambar atas tu tak.copyright protected, walaupon bukan Channel.doink

Tentang saya

2010-02-20T14:13:00.005+08:00

Saya mahu ini. Gemuk, tapi bahagia betul rasa :D kalau jadi esok, pasti saya akan ajak sahabat saya yang lagi tiga itu untuk gemuk sama. HAHA.

Saya sudah berbincang dan bersetuju dengan bakal suami(awwwww) bahawa baju nikah kami bakal di improvise supaya tidak nampak lame di pakai kali ke dua di majlis kecil sebelah lelaki (siang). Saya bahagia mempunyai bakal suami yang bijak (lebih bahagia dari yang atas) :p

Saya sudah nekad tidak mahu berjauhan dari suami (nanti) dan tidak akan menangguh sessi pemburuan kerja baru. Saya serik di layan sebegitu T_T

Saya sebenarnya masih tidak memulakan apa apa yang sepatutnya. Boleh kah saya mulakan segalanya pada bulan 3? (eh,rhyme pulak)

Bolehkah anda semua beritahu saya bila PMR akan bermula? hehehehe..tu je sebenarnya :p

eh, saya serius ni. kalau tarikh PMR sama dgn tarikh nikah macam mana? Sebab saya mengharapkan adik teruna menjadi wali saya. Kalau tidak pun, saya tidak mahu semua menumpukan perhatian pada saya padahal ada yang lebih penting dan harus di dahulukan. Betul kan?

tajuk tak sepatutnya tentang saya laa, signifikasi nya seperti terlalu selfish .eh tak suka.

Who's your groomsman dear Mr meant to be?

2010-02-17T18:23:00.007+08:00

i have this particular habit. it showed (on face) if i dislike or disagree to something or someone. it can't lie at all.i knowww, there goes my career in acting. i told ya, i am not a good liar or actor. sigh. ~~sebab tu kena face to face baru faham??~~ doink

tapi aku rasa aku kelakar.serius ni.
ok, stop babbling, i should really back to some serious revision, been far far away on la la land for few days. welcome back to earth ;) selamat bekerja tujuh hari seminggu pesan bos aku.

double you tee ash.teett.

masa untuk berangannnnnn

ini backyard wedding. okay, 48 orang je boleh datang. siapa nak angkat tangan HAHA. mean gila. stalker puaka tayah gedik angkat tangan.

p/s:to Mr Meant to be, i know you didn't pushing me about the migrate thingy thing and i adore you for that. but can we skip that as i'm enjoying planning our wedding day with you more that anything else. i el oo vi ee you :)

Photo-booth-backdrop??

2010-02-15T14:13:00.007+08:00

i've found this while googling ( or google-ing?)

okayyyyyyy..this is tooooo cute! having this for e-invitation, or perhaps using it as a backdrop as a setup for photo & guestbook booth?eh, aku ada guestbook booth ke??LOL

warghhhh comel nye.tensen makk

Which one??

2010-02-14T13:38:00.004+08:00

Is this pretty?

I'm avoiding typical pink-grey. Or baby blue-grey perhaps?help!

On the other note, i weighed myself this morning and man i was so shock! i lost 2kgs and i didn't even skip my normal meal (nasi). but i do take a small portion of meal nowdays since my daily Formula 1 Nutritious Mixed Soy Powder in cappucinno already makes me full like a balloon! And i love tea mix so much.the taste was so sedapppp and it help to control craving mengada ngada aku.HAHA.It give energy too.Padanlah dah driving 5jam, tido pukul 4pg,bangun pukul 9, terus kemas rumah segalaa.. Afterall, i'm yaya, Superyaya :D

Sudah pukul 3:38pg nawal.Bila kita nk tido ni?

2010-02-14T00:39:00.005+08:00

I know I've been neglecting my blog. I'm Superbusy. Cliche' , i know. I've complained a lot lately T_T Bad Aliaa, BAD. I'm complaining about works, foods, not enough rest and i even brag about unnecessary person(S) to Nawal (thank you for soothing my adrenaline rush dearie). It not supposed to be happend. That particular person should just greet me like normal person. That is what a normal mankind does or else, you are just a phatetic psyco. Please don't cross the line.

Saya tidak gembira apabila harta peribadi saya diceroboh. Kembangkan maksudnya sendiri. Maksud berlapis adalah termasuk dalam ayat ini. Kalau nak terasa pon, terasa lah. Saya letih menjaga hati dan perasaan orang.

Lepas ni, jika saya jarang jarang update blog, marah lah orang tertentu ini. Jahat..................macam ombak jahat.

p/s: tibe tibe kat sini pon ada nyamok. ko hantar ke nawal?

p/s 2: aku tak tido sebab ambik 1 liter tea mix hari ni. badan sudahhh ringannnn.yeayy!

yang benar,
pengguna Herbalife tegar
HAHAHAHAHAHA

Farid kamil sudah kahwin

2010-02-10T10:22:00.003+08:00

Sampai je Kuantan, terus rush pegi KMC.

Receptionist:Kak, mintak nama husband. Untuk emergency case. (ai dah angguk2, senyum simpul2 gituh)

Ai: si polan si polan (senyumm)

Receptionist:Kak, no handphone husband sekali?

Ai: ohh..err...b, no tepon u berapa? (HAHAHAHAHA.buruk betul gaya bila konon konon isteri tadi tak ingat no laki dia) bukan apa, tengah berbunga bunga kann org sebut husband.lol.

yang konon konon husband and wife tadi.lol

heeeee...dah,tayah tanya pasal bedroom set saya. rahsia lahh, mana boleh bagitau.HAHAHA.gedik ko.

Oke, esok nya ai dan en tunang pegi Wedding Adda kat Lanchang..Cantik please..jumpa bakal pengantin untuk minggu depan jugaa..wahh..marathon apa korang ni?planning nak kawen kan anak masing2 lah tu..abes anak ai macam mana?eh takpe, anak nawal or heed ada.HAHA.sebab mak cantik, anak diorang cantik la kann.

eh yaya,ko kenapa membesar bagai juara?
gambar ni mmg saja saja edit kasik gerak gerak gituh
Fine, i'm officially consume Herbalife. Lepas ni boleh jadi independent distributor.HAHA
Adda, gorgeous as always :) heart you thisssssss BIG.Dah jadi pengantin pon masih main main dan buli orang juga.tsk T_T
ye, dia mmg kawen dgn Farid Kamil

Congrats to both of you :) cepat cepat dapat baby nama Aliaa Farhana.HAHA
pssst ~~Adda, nak tido malam malam guna hadiah ai bagi.romantik sket.NGAHAHA.~~tersensored pulak.

oke macam kena delete je,sebab sekarang mama dah baca blog.lepas ni blog konfem sopan sopan je,pastu nawal tiaw aku.cis

Lepas makan nasi minyak, terus pegi Oldtown.Eh tak tau ke, kalau dah makan nasi minyak mmg kena makan kat Oldtown. Eh eh apa ni, tadi cita cita nak jadi independent distributor T_T

Super b cakap mcm best je if pelamin mcm tilam2 kat belakang ni. Ai pon cakap, oke b, nanti kita sanding kat Oldtown eh?teeeeeeetttt.kesian orang di atas ada tunang seperti ai.

nanti ai dah kurus ai bagitau okayy?HAHA (semua nak percaya lahh tu.pastu tertunggu2 entry kurus ai)Please please, lepas ni nawal,heed,huda,lynda(hye lyndaaa, ai busy lah sayang,nti kite conference ye) kena ada mantra wajib pagi pagi 'yaya kurus, yaya kurus' HAHA.nak lagi afdal, baca mantra 44 kali ye my darlingss. muah untuk korangggg (sila lihat di bawah...bawah entry,bukan bawah meja)lol.

p/s:kakak aku belikan kuetiaw lahh...mcm mana?HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

heed, entry aku tak berbaur wedding preparation sangat.BERJAYA!!!hahahaha

Misi hujung minggu

2010-02-05T17:41:00.003+08:00

i'll be off for a few days (jgn rindu rindu aku nawal,heed)HAHA.There' a few mission should should be accomplish:

1) My bestfriend wedding

2) jumpa Dr. Su untuk memberi jelingan membunuh (i-hate-6th-months checkup) nanti perempuan perempuan mengandung semua tengok aku macam pelik sajaaa.blurghhh

3) pegi Haipeng.HAHA.makang makang

4) seperti yang berikut :p

esok ada misi penting.teehee :D

eh eh..terover pula :p yang bawah lahh yang bawah

hehehe

My official designer

2010-02-04T15:25:00.007+08:00

i was mesmerize by Gja's wedding.It was such a beautiful one i must tell. I've known Gja from FB (how cool is that?well, actually we're connected tru Qudyn,the tailor) She was so nice entertain my mails :p (sorry for the silly questions Gja :D)

so pretty kann?

haishhh..cantiknya..both you and hubby look familiar Gja, artis ke?hehehehe (i know you're reading this :p)

Gja, during her garden wedding
i L.O.V.E the dress (or kurung moden?)
nawal, kain dia macam Unaisah kann?oke,aku dah tak cemburu buta kat ko.HAHA

Gja and darling hubby and friends
kain dia nawal,kain dia.HAHAHA.diam stalker T_T

Heed, rasa macam berminat ke? don't ask me how much he charge for workmanship :p sebab i tempah baju simple je dengan dia :) if you wan't, i'll give you his contact number :) Qudyn previously worked with Radzuan Radzwill and he were one of the team who responsible to Siti Nurhaliza's solemnization attire and Erra Fazira first wedding. To be precise, he is the master of beading :)

Gja's shoes for solemnization and reception
he made kasut as well...me likey!Aegis, during her engagement day :)

Aegis were the one who introduce me to him. Her wedding is just around the corner and all her outfits (all okayyy) were tailored by Qudyn. Aegis, i datang tiga2 event you ye.HAHA. I wear what she wear :p Even my hijab (during E-day) were actually made by her aunt.And tomorrow I'm gonna pick up 2 hijabs for my friend's wedding (nanti saya tunjuk ye..oh, cik relyza/anor, awak tanya pasal tudung kan?tell me if you're interested okay?)

-the studio-

the white dress on the mannequin was so pretty in real life padahal masa saya tengok tu all the beading part belum siap lagi. dah siap mesti lagi cantik. (tolonglah supaya ini dress Aegis!hehe)okay, bagus tak saya siap review studio sekali.hehe.okay, gambar last je credit untuk saya :D HAHAHAHA

Baju nikah nawal

2010-02-01T10:56:00.006+08:00

haaa kau tajuk..sejak bilaa aku jadi WP nawal :p teehee
as per requested, ni design untuk baju nikah ituw

ni konon2 reserved untuk diri sendiri, but seems i'm not using chiffon for solemnization..cancell lahhh..hehehe
mungkin buat baju raya je.KAHKAHKAH

ni biasa tengok kann..tapi aku rasa classic gilee
yang ni ko boleh terus potong kek.tak pon untuk outdoor di malam hari gituh
kalau ko rasa ko diva sangat, hambek lah ni.HAHA.sumpah over

simple jee kan(ignore yang last)..it's so me :p ko jangan malas2 nawal.nikah sekali je..pegi cari sekarang..sumpah aku busy gileee ni *sjghjhjsfjgjksfhjhdffjdhh (emo)

HAHA nanti aku skype ko no account Maybank.HAHAHAHA

p/s:did you guys realize that Sabsabby is making her COMEBACK???yeayy

My dream wedding dress

2010-01-30T00:00:00.002+08:00

I totally heart empire waist gown.Perhaps, because i don't have the perfect body in town.Plus, we don't look awkward wearing this kind of gown with hijab.Don't we? InsyaAllah I am going to reserve this design for our small night reception(for his side) No fabric have been bought so far, but it has to be in off-white.yes yes, i'm the typical bride ;P

design by everybody-know-who
Lynda Rahim

I loveeeeee this! i love the patch lace and everything about this.
(minus the see-through ituww) tukar dgn chiffon ke kann?*wahh pandai2 je
again, by Lynda Rahim

OO EMM GEE lace itu sangat cantik!
by Rizman Ruzaini

Finally, i've found the winner!

And the winner(so far :p) goes to *drums roll

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tadaaaaa

voila!

I can see myself in this!*alaa tomeynyee heee
For me, let it be simple, and the word is, simple yet with some wowness!

But i still love Nakisha's gown! i love every details of it!Because i love pearl!
*hesteria sekejap.hahaha

Credits to them

Our dream banting :)

2010-01-29T09:29:00.004+08:00

Been discussing about banting with my fiancee for a while. And both agreed that we want to avoid typical banting and wanted something like below :

I'm hoping that our official photographers(don't know who yet.sigh) could include this in their services. Or perhaps you guys have any brilliant ideas?

On the other note, i asked him (Super B), 'what about our line?' he answered with such a sweet tone.............

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'Bersatu kita teguh, bercerai kita roboh' and tons of annoyed answers!HAHA..hilang momen romantis tau T_T

hahh kau..siapp harga..i'm not sure whether that was a promotion price. Sila tanya sendiri :p

To the loveliest man, the darlingest (;P) one, stop dreaming about putting 'Good Old Arsenal' or 'Fabregas!' okayyy.

Oouuhh,since we're avoiding typical banting, posing juga harus lah lainn kannnnn? macamm ni :

Cuteness!
Credits to them (again) he he he
Perhaps, they can do the banting as well :)

Sijil kursus kawen terbang..siapa nakk?

2010-01-25T09:56:00.005+08:00

ignore the previous entry, although we still didn't find any solution for it. borang SPA8 pon aku tak isi lagi ye.tunggu encik tunang bawak borang jelah.boleh isi sama sama.hahaha.sama sama lah sangat.nanti memang aku tengok je lahh.tee hee.

baru tadi nawal bagitahu starting 1st March, kursus kawen extend 3hari 2mlm.siap exam bagai ko.terus rasa macam pressure gile lepastu siap imagine kalau tak pas exam kena re-do macam bila amek driving test tp tak lepas bukit sampai kena amek dua kali.tu pun sebab buat muka kesian gile. ces,siap flashback pulak T_T

cepat cepat text en tunang bagitahu kegusaran hati(perghh).boleh pulak dia reply, 'takpelah, susah susah nanti kita amek lesen terbang je' wahhh senang je kann..tunang sape lah ni T_T tsskk.hari tu aku dah ajak awal awal lagi boleh plak dia ckp 'g la sendiri, jgn tunggu saya.~~pegi shopping pandai pulak pegi sendiri kann~~?' begadoh dua minit ko.

tp lepas tu dia text lagi 'nanti saya tanya cousin saya dulu' hehehehe.aku dah berangan amek kursus kawen yg private ala ala Datuk Siti ngan Datuk K ni. En. tunang, kita pegi minggu akhir bulan Februari eh?pelissssss*nak elak exam punya pasal

takpe nawal, ko pegi dulu k.ada soalan bocor, bgtau aku.hahahaha.boleh? pesanan penaja*jangan merajok.nanti tak comel.huhu

mellow mellow

2010-01-23T11:15:00.005+08:00

when it first stroke us that things would change, he was the one who was worried most. he was worried about me more than anything else. he was worried that it would affect me, my health, my emotion mostly.

i was lying down before sleep, talking with him on the phone when i was out of spontaneity change my tone of voice, unhappy voice. he noticed, and quickly ask me what was wrong, and told me not to worry about what will happen. yes, i was misunderstood his idea at first. It were such a BIG step for me to move and looking for another job (eventho i WANT it BADLY).

The idea of me moving to Town A was a great idea indeed. But the idea of him moving to Town B was definitely a shock T_T. (hello, i didn't get the point of this saya-pindah-sana, awak-pindah-situ whole idea). but then, this is what so called the force of work.

i can't really giving him either positive nor negative response during the conversation. that's bad, because i know he was hoping for opinion. i wish he knows that i'll always supported him ~~still, me hoping him to considered other choice was thisssss BIG)~~

mellow entry, i know..boleh tak sebenarnya aku emo sebab nak kena isi borang SPA8 T_T jadik surirumah je tak boleh ke?

i hate deep conversation. I'm just not ready for this.

*sigh*

Hantaran

2010-01-22T15:17:00.001+08:00

As promised, here the hantaran pictures

From my side:

Sireh
the ring
Fruits
Farell chocolate dan banyak lagi :p
Miniature cakes from Havenlycakes
Gucci perfume set
Solemnization attire
Pulut kuning + Daging Kancil..auuummm
Sampin, songkok,kain pelekat songket

All are made by dearest mama (again :P) FOC.terbaikkkk :p

From his side :

Sireh
the ring

Fruits

Fidani chocolate

Miniature cakes from Havenlycakes

Vera wang perfume set

Solemnization attire

All the hantaran from him made by Bingkisan

i've seen others hantaran made by them and it was sweet, modern and affordable too! .Me, personally love the alternative wedding tray. They even provided services for wedding favors and hampers too. Go and see others creation by them :)